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Iklan Astro Jaku Iban

2012-01-30T13:05:00.000+08:00

Pemayuh iklan ti udah dipansut dalam tibi, pama meh bisi iklan jaku Iban. Taja "cita-cita" nya manah agi enti disebut juluk ati, pama meh ari ke nadai.

Jejaki Asal Usul

2011-09-06T18:16:00.001+08:00

Aku makin minat nak cari asal usul Iban/ Dayak. Namun begitu, banyak spekulasi mengatakan Iban datang dari Yunnan, China ataupun Middle East mahupun dari Kalimantan. Dan dari apa yang diketahui, kebanyakkan sumber hanya menerangkan asal usul Iban melalui Lagu Rakyat, kisah-kisah Burung dan pelbagai.

Tetapi apa yang menarik, saya temui satu site yang menarik dan ingin berkongsi salah satu cerita rakyat yang dipetik dari blog tersebut.

The Story of Telichu:
Telichu and his younger brother Telichai loves to hunt animals for food. They owned a number of dogs they trained for hunting down animals. They were soon became expert hunters and spent many days in the jungle away from the comfort of their longhouse. They do not need to plant rice as they could barter trade their smoked or fresh meat for rice grains with their fellow people.
As the brothers grew into adulthood, Telichu physical appearance became noticeably very strange from that of his brother Telichai. His body had grown to be very hairy and as big as the trunk of a Tapang tree when they hunt in the jungle alone. His eyes were as big as saucers with ears as big as a winnowing basket. His height was as tall as the sibau raras tree. He also began to consume raw meat from the game he caught. Telichai became very frightened as the result of his brother’s strange transformation. It was only when they arrived home from their hunt that Telichu’s appearance began to transformed back to normal again. As time went by, Telichai began to feel the fear of going out hunting with his brother. All these fear were not told to his immediate family and their people. During the night of the full moon or thunderstorm, Telichu became restless and would go out hunting alone.
One full moon night, Telichai decided to follow Telichu on a hunting trip. Before they left, Telichu instructed Telichai to tie a yellow band around his wrist. Telichai asked him the purpose, to which Telichu replied, “With the yellow arm band, I can recognize you from other animals.” Telichai dared not asked any further.

When they left their house and entered the forest, Telichu’s appearance began to change into a hairy demon. They both separated to hunt after agreeing to meet at their base camp after they have caught their game. Telichai caught a wild boar and brought it back to their camp. There, he heard his brother Telichu was already there with his game, sitting in the shadow of full moonlight. Telichai then light up the camp fire to process his kill. It was then that he saw his brother sitting quietly, eating a freshly killed game he had caught. He had fully transformed into a demon huntsman, most feared by the Dayak.

Telichai nervously asked his brother the cause of his strange appearance. He answered that he had turned into an Antu Gerasi, a type of demon that hunts the unfortunate souls of human beings who disobeyed the warnings revealed to them in dreams and omens. He also told them that he could no longer live with them. He also taught Telichai how to protect themselves from these demon huntsmen by burning the bark of a lukai tree during the night of full moon and during thunderstorm. It is during these nights that the demon would come out to roam the earth and feed on souls of the unfortunate human.

Before they went their separate ways, they divide their hunting dogs equally. Those that followed Telichu into the demons’ world turned into a type of lizard called Pasun. The Ibans believed that, if they hear this Pasun lizard nearby, a demon huntsman is not far away and they should quickly abandon their work activity and return home to burn lukai bark. It was because of this incident that the Iban people believe that the present day Antu Gerasi is the descendants of Telichu.
After losing his brother, Telichai married to Endu Dara Sia Bunsu Kamba, the inheritor of a Tajau Rusa Jar. She came from a marshy country full of maram palms. They begot Si Gundi, Berenai Sugi, Lalak Pala, Kurong Mayang and Retak Dai. Si Gundi also known as Gila Gundi, migrated to his wife’s family at Panggau Libau and begot a son named Keling who became the greatest hero of the Panggau Libau and the most legendary hero to the Iban people. Retak Dai married to Kelitak Darah Menyadi, a sister of Lemambang Sampang Gading, and begot a son named Serapoh, under whom the Iban cultural heritage developed further.

Dan sekiranya anda ingin mengetahui dengan lebih mendalam siapa itu Telichu dan Telicha, anda boleh la dengan jangan rasa segan silu, sila tekan Early Iban Migration History. Dan diakhiri dengan, selamat membaca...

Visitors' List

2011-08-22T14:43:00.001+08:00

Weheeeee.... it's has been a lonnnnnnngggggggggg time dah tak berblog.. Tiba-tiba kerajinan menerpa diri utk update blog yang tak seberapa ni. Hari ini, tertarik dengan visitors yang datang skodeng dalam 11 jam yang lalu.Yang paling menarik perhatian adalah yang dibawah

Yang datang skodeng tu, tak lain tak bukan, Cik Neyra, blogger yang aktif berblog.. hehhee... Beliau merupakan diantara blogger2 yang saya kenal dari kesan blog jog dan tak sangka akhirnya ke laman Twitter dan Facebook. Dari segi aktiviti berblog ni, rasanya banyak lagi diri ini harus cedok dari Cik Neyra. Beliau sudah bertapak dan sebaris dengan blogger-blogger lain.. (Promo jap.. Heheheheh)

Baiklah, sekian saja untuk hari ni.. tak leh nak banyak-banyak.. Kena simpan idea untuk esok (Tiba-tiba misi seperti 2009, sehari satu entry menerpa). Harap-harap esok dapat idea yang lain pulak..Bye, cheers everyone... :)

Google +

2011-08-21T23:33:00.001+08:00

Finally, I'm on Google+. Deepest credit of appreciation to Andy Telasai for the invite and keep me update with the cyber network.. :)

Juara AF9, Yang Terakhir

2011-06-13T14:56:00.001+08:00

Bagi yang menyaksikan konsert terakhir Akademi Fantasia musim ke-9 pasti sudah mengetahui keputusan rasmi bagi siapa yang berjaya merangkul juara sekaligus merupakan juara terakhir AF. Keputusan adalah seperti berikut:

Hazama : Juara Akademi Fantasia 9
Lena : Naib Juara
Fina : Tempat ke-3
Azri : Tempat ke-4

Pelajar-pelajar tersebut, ataupun kini bekas pelajar AF9 tersebut telah memberi saingan yang sengit sesama sendiri. Dan yang pasti, masing-masing berjaya membawa lagu baru dengan cara mereka sendiri.

Cinta Teragung ~ Hazama

Sisa Kisah Kita ~ Lena

Menangis Lagi ~ Fina

Niskala ~ Azri

Dan lebih daripada itu, terdapat persembahan khas dari pengacar-pengacara yang telah menghidupkan suasana semasa konsert musim-musim terdahulu iaitu seperti, Aznil, Sarimah, AC Mizal, dan Jimmy

Kemuncak konsert AF9

Tahniah kepada semua yang berjaya

Selamat Ngintu Gawai Dayak & Selamat Bercuti

2011-05-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

Sempena dengan sambutan perayaan Hari Gawai Dayak, dengan berbesar hati, penulis ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Gawai Dayak kepada mereka yang meraikan perayaan ini. Nescaya dengan ini semoga memperoleh rezeki lebih dari yang sebelumnya, panjang usia dan dirahmati dengan berkatnya oleh Tuhan.

Dan kepada yang bercuti, selamat bercuti, gunakan waktu cuti yang ada untuk meluangkan masa bersama anak-anak kerana ini masa nya untuk merapati anak-anak kembali selepas bekerja. Ingatlah bahawa masa yang anda luangkan bersama anak-anak anda lebih bermakna dari menghujani mereka dengan wang ringgit, kerana adanya anda disamping anak-anak amat berharga bagi mereka.

Akhir sekali, penulis ingin mengambil kesempatan untuk memohon maaf kepada semua pihak sekiranya pernah tersinggung dengan nukilan entry yang pernah dibuat oleh penulis. Sekian.. Cheers!

Pemutus Anugerah Juara Lagu Rentak Ruai 2010

2011-05-21T23:57:00.004+08:00

Rata-rata semua peminat lagu-lagu Iban malam tu udah mending ke sada nyawa finalist AJARR ti udah bepadu nyawa ke malam tu. Nyadi tu senarai lengkap pemutus AJARR malam tu:

Augerah Khas Juri : Nai Dinamik

Anugerah Penyanyi Ukai Iban : Eddie Kuwing

Persembahan Terbaik : Urai

Vokal Terbaik : Ricky Anderson (Lagu Lama Aku Suba)

Lagu Popular Tempat ke-3: Stevenson (Telih Diati, Berdarah Dimata)

Lagu Popular Tempat ke-2 :Hailey Robson (Semina Tinggal Danji)

Lagu Popular Tempat Pertama : Lucy M (Dendam Enda Padam)

Lagu Terbaik 2010: Masterpiece (Sinu)

Terima kasih ngagai Cats.fm ti udah nengah ke pekit belagu tu nengah arus online ba internet. ukai semina didinga raban ke meli tikit aja. Taja streaming slalu putus-putus..

2011-05-20T03:45:00.000+08:00

Big Bang’s Taeyang who celebrated his 23rd birthday last May 18th has left a special birthday message for his fan all over the Internet! Through his official Twitter and Facebook account, he tweeted and uploaded a video and even commented in English!

Therefore, Happy Birthday with glorious joy and fame to this heart-rob Korean Singer who's really famous with his solo Wedding Dress, Where You At, etc...

Hebat ke?

2011-04-21T00:18:00.002+08:00

Ini sebuah luahan yang dah lama terbuku dalam hati dan minda sebenarnya. Hendak dijadikan cerita, ini ada timbul rasa kehairanan dan rasa tak puas hati bagi yang memandu kereta kerajaan.. Ooops, maaf la kalau isu ini sensitive bagi sesetengah pihak. Ye lah kan, ada ke wajar kalau memandu kereta official kementerian sekian sekian ni, menjadikan mereka berkuasa di jalan raya sehinggakan membahayakan pengguna jalan raya yang lain? Ada sesetengah (bukan semua ye) pemandu kereta official kementerian atau jabatan tertentu yang tidak mengendahkan peraturan jalan raya. Adakah bermaksud, pihak yang menjaga keselamatan peraturan jalan raya seperti JPJ dan polis harus tutup sebelah mata sahaja?

Setelah meneliti cara pemanduan mereka ini, ada yang tiada rasa bersalah mahupun endah terpapar pada wajah mereka apabila membelok masuk ke persimpangan tanpa memberi amaran untuk membelok. Apakah lampu signal itu sudah rosak sehinggakan tidak dapat memberi amaran kepada pengguna lain atau kerana ego yang melambung kerana bersandarkan logo yang terdapat dipintu kenderaan itu? Ini bukan sekadar omong cakap-cakap kosong, namun ini adalah kenyataan dimana mereka yang memandu kenderaan rasmi kerajaan ini menunjuk lagak di jalan raya.

Dan pada pendapat saya, wajar untuk barang siapa yang harus bersuara untuk menegur memandu-pemandu tersebut, lebih-lebih lagi bila mereka bukan sahaja membahayakan penumpang di dalam kenderaan yang ereka kendalikan, malahan pengguna jalan raya yang lain, terutamanya yang mempunyai anak-anak kecil di dalam kenderaan awam. Hal ini harus dipantau. Bukan sekadar dipandang sebelah mata oleh pihak berwajib. Dan diingatkan sekali lagi, iaitu ini bukannya bermaksud semua tetapi segelintir sahaja. Sekian.

*ingin menyertakan sekali gmbr bukti namun enggan mengaibkan mana-mana pihak. Eloklah ini sebagai nukilan sebelum gambar menjadi susulan titipan entry seterusnya.

A Handy Reference List Of Emergency Phone Numbers:

2011-04-08T21:01:00.006+08:00

Problem	Call:
When in sorrow	John 14
When men fail you	Psalm 27
When you have sinned	Psalm 51
When you worry	Matthew 6:19-34
When you are in danger	Psalm 91
When God seems far away	Psalm 139
When your faith needs stirring	Hebrews 11
When you are lonely and fearful	Psalm 23
When you grow bitter and critical	I Corinthians 13
When you feel down and out	Romans 8:31
When you want peace and rest	Matthew 11:25-30
When the world seems bigger than God	Psalm 90
When you want Christian assurance	Romans 8:1-30
When you leave home for labor or travel	Psalm 121
When your prayers grow narrow or selfish	Psalm 67
When you want courage for a task	Joshua 1
When you think of investments and returns	Mark 10
If you are depressed	Psalm 27
If your pocketbook is empty	Psalm 37
If you are losing confidence in people	I Corinthians 13
If people seem unkind	John 15
If discouraged about your work	Psalm 126
If self pride/greatness takes hold	Psalm 19
If you want to be fruitful	John 15
For understanding of Christianity	II Corinthians 5:15-19
For a great invention/opportunity	Isaiah 55
For how to get along with fellow men	Romans 12
For Paul's secret to happiness	Colossians 3:12-17

ALTERNATE NUMBERS:
For dealing with fear	Psalm 34:7
For security	Psalm 121:3
For assurance	Mark 8:35
For reassurance	Psalm 145:18
PLEASE NOTE: Emergency numbers may be dialed direct. No operator assistance is necessary. All lines to Heaven are open 24 hours a day!

Heels atau Stiletto?

2011-03-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

Isian blog kali ini lebih menjurus kepada kaum aku sendiri, iaitu kaum hawa. Hendaknya kita sama-sama berfikir sejenak akan intipati nukilan blog ini.

Saudari-saudari sekalian kalau nak pilih kasut ni pasti susah sangat nak jumpa yang idaman hati kan? Apatah lagi kalau shopping. Harus berjam-jam. Kadang-kadang sampai berhari mun masih tak mencukupi. Pernah tak anda terfikir, setiap kali kaum hawa memilih barang, pasti inginkan sesuatu yang memuaskan dan boleh dikatakan dipilih secara terperinci. Kita takan memilih ada yang butang tertanggal ataupun benang beruraian kan?

Dalam itu juga, aku terfikir, pernah tak kaum hawa memilih pasangan seperti memilih barangan? Memang wajar kalau ada yang mengatakan kaum hawa jangan terlampau memilih pasangan, kalau dah rezeki, redhakan saja lebih baik dari tak ada pasangan hidup. Memang wajar kalau dilihat dari satu sudut. Namun, dari sudut yang berbeza, kaum hawa juga mempunyai hak untuk memilih pasangan yang terbaik buat nya, yang mampu membimbing, mengiring, melindungi nya sehingga ke hari tua. Rasanya tak salah kalau kaum hawa memilih pasangan seperti memilih barangan belian.

Maksud yang dinyatakan adalah, bukan nya memilih kesempurnaan seseorang untuk dijadikan pasangan. Namun, memilih peribadi perwatakan yang mampu menyempurnakan kaum hawa itu sendiri. Wajar sekiranya disini aku menyatakan, kaum hawa memilih kerana setiap manusia itu telah diberi peluang untuk memilih kehendak masing-masing.

Tidak terlintas di pemikiran aku untuk menggalakkan kaum ku untuk memilih pasangan, tetapi pilihan itu sentiasa ada, sentiasa terbuka. Setiap dari wanita mempunyai perjalanan hidup yang berbeza namun, setiap wanita itu diberikan pilihan untuk memilih kehendak mengikut keinginan masing-masing. Kadang-kadang aku juga terfikir adakah pilihan orang tua itu lebih sesuai berbanding pilihan wanita itu sendiri. TIADA BETUL DAN SALAH DALAM PERSOALAN INI.

Kalau kaum hawa mampu memilih pasangan yang bersesuaian, yang elok perwatakan, yang sedap mata memandang, mampu menyediakan perlengkapan untuk alam perkahwinan, tentu dan pasti nya ibu bapa mana yang akan membantah? Namun kalau ada yang tak elok pada peribadi dan perwatakan pasangan pilihan wanita itu, tentunya ibu bapa khuatir untuk menyerahkan anak mereka untuk orang sebegini. Dan ketika itu lah mereka akan campur tangan untuk mengutarakan pilihan mereka. Namun, kedua-dua persoalan ini tiada salah betul nya. Dan persoalan ini tidak akan diakhiri sekelip mata kerana masyarakat sudah bijak menilai antara kaca dan permata, antara HEELS dan STILETTO.

-selami dan fahami. Sekian_

Pointless! Merapu!

2011-02-12T02:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, beberapa hari lagi sudah nak sambut Valentine's Day. Mungkin agak cliche apabila dekat saja tarikh 14 February pasti ramai yang sibuk nak beli hadiah untuk orang tersayang. Malahan ada yang sibuk menguruskan hal-hal perkahwinan. Nak dijadikan cerita, anak saudara aku dah selamat mendirikan rumahtangga awal February yang lalu, syukur semoga berkekalan sehingga ke anak cucu. Paling syukur sekali sebab tak ada soalan cepumas yang datang betubi-tubi ke arah aku iaitu, "Bila nak kawin???" Syukur sangat tak terkeluar soalan itu. Dan aku dah pun menyiapkan jawapan untuk soalan tersebut. Ingatkan nak buat muka selamba then cakap, "Ada ke yang hingin? Kalau ada pun, belum teringin rasanya nak membeban diri dengan status baru" Sombong je kan? Nasib baik takde yang tanya.. hahahaa

Untuk orang yang single, bujang macam aku ni, pasti tarikh 14/2 tu agak sedikit tak selesa sebab masa tu kiri kanan tengok orang yang ada couple dapat hadiah, bagi hadiah, makan malam istimewa, terima ucapan romantis. Ye, kalau dulu aku cemburu. Tapi sekarang aku tak cemburu sebab aku masih boleh sambut hari Valentine walaupun tanpa pasangan. Kira nya nak buat plan self-indulgent. Bagi treat yang sweet kat aku sendiri, tak payah beli hadiah (save budget untuk top up), dan beri ucapan istimewa dekat mak, kakak, abang, anak buah, panjatkan syukur kepada Tuhan. Kan lebih bermakna daripada nak buat diri stress melampau sebab takde pasangan nak celebrate Valentine.

Dan bagi yang punya pasangan itu, hendaknya elok lah jangan pada hari Valentine saja menghujani pasangan anda dengan kasih sayang, hadiah, ucapan istimewa kerana segalanya harus dilakukan saban hari. Tiap hari adalah hari Valentine terutamanya bagi yang sudah ada rumahtangga yang perlu dijaga. Yelah, sapalah aku ni untuk memberi nasihat tapi rasanya tak salah untuk saling ingat mengingatkan betul tak?

Untuk semua, selamat menyambut Hari Kekasih ikhlas dari tuan empunya blog. <3 Love <3

Apa Nak Jadi?

2011-01-18T12:47:00.000+08:00

Lama sangat rasanya dah tak berblog seluruh alam ni. Terasa kekontangan sumber ilham tiap kali jari jemari ni nak mengurai ayat-ayat untuk dipamerkan ke serata dunia ni. (Hmmm, perasan sikit, konon-konon traffik blog yang mencurah-curah). Adakah ini menandakan minda ku semakin sempit dan mula menunjukkan umur sebenarnya yang mula mengedut dan mengecut? OH! mintak jauh-jauh. Kata orang, makin tua makin berisi, makin tua banyak yang nak dikongsi. Betulkan?

*paused dengan lama mencari idea*

Ni ada nak dikongsi iaitu, aku terbaca mengenai sebuah filem Korea yang mana teaser nya baru ditayangkan di Youtube. Filem ini akan ditayangkan di beberapa pawagam Korea pada akhir bulan ini. Tapi sebagai langkah pertama trailer, teaser dan sedikit di belakang tadbir adegan dalam filem ini release untuk sedutan tontonan ramai.

Ini merupakan plot filem tersebut:

…a fantastical tale that begins with a middle-aged man fishing one afternoon and then, hours later at night, catches the body of a woman. The panicked man tries to undo the intertwined fishing line, but he gets more and more entangled. He faints, then wakes up to find himself in the white clothes that the woman was wearing. The movie’s point of view then shifts to the woman and it becomes a tale of life and death from a traditional Korean point of view.

New Year, Tahun Baru

2011-01-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

Tak kira macam mana kita ucap Selamat TaHaun Baru, atau Happy New Year atau apa-apa pun, ia tetap membawa satu makna iaitu kita melangkah ke tahun yang baru dalam menempuh segala ronak duri kehidupan kita seharian. Bagaimana kita menyambut nya juga terpulang kepada tradisi, kepercayaan dan kaum kita masing2.

Nak dijadikan cerita, aku memang bersyukur dapat menyedut oksigen (dari pelbagai asap2 kereta dan pencemaran sebagainya) dan melangkah ke tahun 2011. Mana tak nya, pengakhiran tahun 2010 amat menjengkilkan buat aku. Sehari sebelum 31 Disember 2010 tu, merupakan hari yang teramat azab buat aku.

Bukan nak berdrama, tapi entah mengapa hidup aku penuh dengan drama2 murahan. Kalau buat cerita pun, belum tentu akan laku. Tapi agak2 dapat juga kot mengalahkan drama sinetron Cinta Kirana tu sebab drama terlampau "kaw".

Hmm, nak dijadikan cerita, 30hb tu aku dan keluarga sepatutnya berangkat kat balik ke Sarawak pagi tu setelah lebih 2 minggu di perantauan. Flight pagi tu, kitaorang naik AirAsia. Hati melonjak gembira k... Sebab personally, bagi aku AirAsia lebih spacey. (sorry for being bias. Tapi, masa bertolak dari Sarawak, dah naik MAS pun -.-) Okay, sambung balik... Before sampai kat airport, kakak dah agihkan tugas masing2.. Masa tu aku dan twin disuruh check-in tiket dan barang2 sementara kakak dan abg ipar pg hantar kereta sewa kat KLIA. Mak dan besan2 dia akan assist me dan twin angkat2 barang.

Cek2 dok agihkan tugas, kakak pulak tergerak hati nak check flight pukul brp.. Jadi terselaklah kertas booking yang dah dibuat online. PANG!!!! Seolah-olah sebuah tamparan kat muka bila kakak cakap bahawa tiket yang dibooking oleh abg ipar sepatutnya bertolak 29hb. Alamak! sehari dah lepas!! Dalam kekalutan kebingungan, kakak tukar balik plan A td. Semua dah jadi serba tak kena. Dalam hati aku pula, ZERO! Macam org xde perasaan. Malahan, me & twin dah buat angan2 ala-ala cerita "The Terminal" lakonan Tom Hanks. Suka pulak dah! Namun bubble clouds yang berleggar kat atas kepala kitaorg berkecai apabila sebaik sahaja sampai kat LCCT, kakak dan abg ipar berjaya transfer flight. Syukur.... Aku? Masih xde perasaan...

Okay, flight dah berjaya transfer, sekarang plan A berjalan seperti yang dirancangkan. Dalam masa check-in tu, ada bnyk lagi kisah2 yang serabut terjadi. Malas nak cerita. banyak sangat drama. Korang yang baca plak kang jadi boring.. :P So, berangkat lah kami ke Sarawak...

Sesampai kat Sarawak... (sejam 45 minit kemudian), semua penumpang2 sibuk berbalis kat imigresen dan trus ke tempat nak ambik barang. Okay, barang2 kami ada 13 semuanya. jadi masing2 sibuk fokus terbeliak mata beso2 tunggu luggage sendiri lalu. Pada masa yang sama, flight dari Johor pun berkongsi tempat dengan kami masa tu.

Satu per satu luggage sampai, mcm2 kaler dah kuar, hitung2 12 semuanya. Hati aku resah sebab beg aku langsung tak menjenguk kabar.. Macam2 perasaan masa tu. Kakak pulak asyik tanya beg sapa yang belum kunjung tiba. Twin pulak jadi manager menjawab on my behalf. Aku? Aku dah kat depan skali siap jenguk orang yang angkat2 luggage tu, tanya ada tak lagi beg yang akan dipunggah masuk. Jawapan????? "Takde. kalau beg hilang, repot kat yang duduk kat corner sana."

Blackout sekejap otak aku masa tu. Mana taknya, buku account bank aku simpan kat situ. Sijil2 aku yang mana aku mula pandai nak gumpul sijil dari kecik, semua kat situ. Semua perkara buruk terlintas kat otak aku masa tu. Apa terjadi kalau ada yang salah beg? Apa kata kalau orang tu tak sedar, sampai kat tmpat dia, trus buka beg aku yg ada lock tu (buka dgn tukul ntah apa2 lah). Otak aku dah fikir tentang worst case senario.

Kakak menerjah keadaan, suruh aku report. Jadi, pglah aku report, siap dengan tag beg tu direport... Identificasi beg,(beg aku ada tersimpan tanda "Sorry, its mine!" berwarna pink! eww!), jenama beg, kaler beg, mcm2 lah. Pastu, mamat India tu cakap, mungkin beg tercicir kat airport. Paling teruk pun, dia terlepas flight. Apa???? Mengada2 nak terlepas flight pulak beg aku tu!

Sejujurnya, aku langsung tak menangis. Aku masih calm lagi. Siap nak buang air lagi. Aku dah tak dpt berfikir lagi. Mcm dah soul-less. Bukan apa, sijil2 aku tu!!!!!!!!!!!! Pada masa tu jugak, ada lagi kejadian yang teruk terjadi... (malas nak cerita, drama lagi.Plus, letih dah aku menaip).

Dan memang sah beg aku naik flight seterusnya. Dia tiba di airport tepat 5:35 petang. Aku siap masuk kat balai arrival tu untuk sambut dia. Masa tu, pernah tak tengok cerita tv, bila ada sesuatu yang amat berharga depan mata, ada cahaya yang teramat terang, ada angin pulak tu, pastu benda tu zoom jadi besar. Hah! itulah yang aku rasakan masa tu.

Happy sangat masa tu. Dan berakhirlah kesah kesialan aku masa tu. Dan aku betul2 bersyukur tahun baru 2011 bermula dengan lancar. Walaupun belum ada apa2 lagi yang boleh membuatkan aku melompat gembira..Tapi aku tetap bersyukur...

Jadi sekian sajalah kisah drama macam mana aku end my 2010. Apa2 pun, semoga segalanya berjalan lancar untuk tahun 2011 ini. Bukan buat aku je.. tapi, juga buat semua. Salam, Cheers and out!

Happy New Year to all...

Food of My Thoughts

2010-12-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

It has been awhile I didn't come out with latest entry. Fyi, I've just celebrated my 26th birthday last November. Difference from last year, I held no contest this year. It is wonderful to be able to share my birthday with my twin. Basically, its about gathering with people that you love, family, friends, relatives, acquaintances. Its another way to be grateful to live this long. (26 years is a long years although some might live more than that).

But hey, I'm still grateful.

To be a 26 years old lady means a lot of challenges for me. Either to my career (which haven't well develop yet), relationship (also no signs for it) or everything around me. There are so much things to interfere with. But I'm glad I live in a simple live- at the moment.

Lately, I discover that I have so much passion in arts, culinary, and motivational thoughts. Since in high schools, I always denies that I love arts. I took arts as my elective subject, and thats about it. But being really involved in arts since last 3 years, I enjoys it much more than I could ever imagine. All about the techniques, materials, subjects, etc.... (this could bored you, right. LOL). I'm just an amateur in this whole thing (painting), so there are so much for me to learn, to give the originality to my works.

I was raised by a single mom, who happened to be a cook for last 30 years, I do feel it runs through my blood. Like before, I always denies everything. Being a youngest among three sisters, it is hard for me to get really involved in the kitchen. My eldest sister loves baking cakes to much, it is her expertises. My twin helps her to bake during festive. My mom, controls over the kitchen, what to cook, where to put her things. And you have the idea how the situation took place. And I'm the black sheep, always feel I don't need to do so. Festive means playtime! And each time during festive seasons, I escape the kitchen, do what I do best. (geez! I realized I almost emo type back then)

As years pass-by, everything still the same. Everyone shows their passions in cooking. And a bit by bit, I do help my mom once a while. I do cook. To be honest, each time I step inside the kitchen, there will be a scream what did I do there, what did I cook, I did things wrong. It is hard because I love to try recipes and improvise them. For example, I keep browsing of cupcakes, the frosting techniques, fondant as frosting, etc. I even shop all that I need for cupcakes. Not even I started yet, my twin told me not to bake. No one will eats anyway. Everyone is freaking nuts about their carbs. And yes, you have the idea, I stop right away.

Last but not least, we come to my third passion that I discover lately, motivational thoughts. Being a person who feels different, overshadowed, I enjoy read quotes, motivational talks, speeches to bring the positive in me. It feels like all the negativity around me vibe, rainbow across my shoulders, sun shines. It makes me feel lifted. And most of motivations, quotes that gives me this kind of feeling, I share them with friends, either in real life or in cyber world with a hope it might lifted them as the way I do.

I tweet a lot about motivations stuffs, quotes on my twitter. Do follow me: twitter.com//lucyginia

Smoking Awareness

2010-11-05T21:52:00.001+08:00

This is one of the campaign that Malaysia did in urging the citizens to be aware of the effects of smoking. I hope this ads alert lots of smokers out there. No offense but, it is for our own good right? There are more campaign ads that Malaysian Health Ministry did. And this is one of them which I like. Actually, I like almost all the ministry comes out with. Not just smoking campaign, same goes with Aedes, Road Safety, etc... I think the ministry did a great job.

Love is all around us

2010-10-24T13:39:00.002+08:00

There’s a light
A certain kind of light
That never shone on me
I want my life to be
Lived with you, lived with you
There’s a way
Ev’rybody say
To do each and every little thing
But what does it bring
If I ain’t got you, ain’t got

Chorus:
You don’t know what it’s like
Baby, you don’t know what it’s like
To love somebody, to love somebody
The way I love you

In my brain
I see your face again
I know my frame of mind
You ain’t got to be so blind
And I’m blind, so very blind
I’m a man
Can’t you see what I am
I live and breathe for you
But what good does it do
If I ain’t got you, ain’t got you

Chorus:

Oh yeh
You don’t know what it’s like
Baby you don’t know what it’s like
To love somebody, to love somebody
To love somebody oh yeh

To love somebody
The way I love you
You don’t know, you don’t know
To love somebody, to love somebody
You don’t know, ooh
To love somebody, to love somebody
The way I love you

How to say I Love You in 100 Languages

2010-09-11T21:50:00.001+08:00

English - I love you

Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief

Albanian - Te dua

Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)

Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)

Armenian - Yes kez sirumem

Bambara - M'bi fe

Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee)

Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu

Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo

Bulgarian - Obicham te

Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah

Catalan - T'estimo

Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i

Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse

Chichewa - Ndimakukonda

Chinese

Cantonese - Ngo oiy ney a

Mandarin - Wo ai ni

Comanche - U kamakutu nu

(pronounced oo----ka-ma-koo-too-----nu) -- Thx Tony

Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)

Cree - Kisakihitin

Creol - Mi aime jou

Croatian - Volim te

Czech - Miluji te

Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig

Dutch - Ik hou van jou

Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)

Esperanto - Mi amas vin

Estonian - Ma armastan sind

Ethiopian - Afgreki'

Faroese - Eg elski teg

Farsi - Doset daram

Filipino - Mahal kita

Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua

French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore

Frisian - Ik hald fan dy

Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort

Georgian - Mikvarhar

German - Ich liebe dich

Greek - S'agapo

Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo

Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw

Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe

Hebrew

To female - "ani ohev otach" (said by male) "ohevet Otach" (said by female)

To male - "ani ohev otcha" (said by male) "Ohevet ot'cha" (said by female)

Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw

Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae

Hmong - Kuv hlub koj

Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta

Hungarian - Szeretlek
Iban - Aku Sayau ke Nuan

Icelandic - Eg elska tig

Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw

Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu

Inuit - Negligevapse

Irish - Taim i' ngra leat

Italian - Ti amo

Japanese - Aishiteru or Anata ga daisuki desu

Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene

Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka

Kiswahili - Nakupenda

Konkani - Tu magel moga cho

Korean - Sarang Heyo or Nanun tangshinul sarang hamnida

Latin - Te amo

Latvian - Es tevi miilu

Lebanese - Bahibak

Lithuanian - Tave myliu

Luxembourgeois - Ech hun dech gaer

Macedonian - Te Sakam

Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu

Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu

Maltese - Inhobbok

Marathi - Me tula prem karto

Mohawk - Kanbhik

Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik

Nahuatl - Ni mits neki

Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni

Ndebele - Niyakutanda

Norwegian

Bokmaal - Jeg elsker deg

Nyonrsk - Eg elskar deg

Pandacan - Syota na kita!!

Pangasinan - Inaru Taka

Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo

Persian - Doo-set daaram

Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay

Polish - Kocham Ciebie

Portuguese - Eu te amo

Romanian - Te iubesc

Russian - Ya tebya liubliu

Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort

Serbian - Volim te

Setswana - Ke a go rata

Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing 'I Love You')

Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan

Sioux - Techihhila

Slovak - Lu`bim ta

Slovenian - Ljubim te

Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo

Swahili - Ninapenda wewe

Swedish - Jag alskar dig

Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di

Surinam - Mi lobi joe

Tagalog - Mahal kita

Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li

Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe

Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen

Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu

Thai

To female - Phom rak khun

To male - Chan rak khun

Informal - Rak te

Tunisian - Ha eh bak

Turkish - Seni Seviyorum

Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu

Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo

Vietnamese

To female - Anh ye^u em

To male - Em ye^u anh

Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di

Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh

Yoruba - Mo ni fe

Zazi - Ezhele hezdege

Zuni - Tom ho' ichema

courtesy of http://www.links2love.com/i_love_you_languages.htm

Harsh but This is REAL

2010-08-18T20:17:00.000+08:00

Some people just can't deal with criticism. Criticism must be seen as a whole. People criticize you to make us a better person. For us to see our own mistakes which we won't be able to evaluate things from our own eyes. It is harsh, cynical or even painful to accept that people criticized you. But put it this way, people criticize, don't EVER stand to fight in what you think is RIGHT! You just admitted what people criticize about you.

Take every criticism as an advice. Others are helping you to correct your wrong. Some criticism might be over the top. But be positive. Everyone is a judge on your behavior. Friends don't criticize you because there are two main reasons.

Bad friends

This type of friends are not friends at all. If your best friends or your closest friends didn't criticized you, then you will be drown in your own world. You will constantly doing the mistakes over and over again. And your friends suck in all the advantages of your misbehavior. They will get in your way to have something that you didn't realize at all. If you care about your friends, you will criticize her/him to make him realizes of her/his. You will love to have a friend that care about you and particular about all surroundings you.

Plastic friends

This is the worst type of friends you ever have if someone criticized you, then your friend is backing you up. They seen the view that others seen in you. So, they know something about you that should be criticized. If they backing you up, then they are plastic friends. They are doing that as "best friends" do. Moreover, they are destroying you.

This is personal thought that I care to share with all. Because in every way, if I criticize, that means I care and in my strongest belief, I want to see "my friends" not to get drown in their mistakes and making fools of themselves. As everyone sees what you do in every way. If my friends care about me, they will criticizes me. And I'm glad they do so because I know they love me and they won't let me keep falling in my way to fool myself.

Mama that takes over the world.

2010-08-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

As a super seductive African American/Asian Amazon, Kimora Lee is in a league of sexiness of all her own, this statuesque stunner stands at 6'4", and possesses a sensationally slim figure in her early career does hit my top list of celebs that I follow on Twitter.

Kimora's most successful venture to date has been as head of the Baby Phat clothing line. Since its inception in 1999, the company has grown into an immense success, both financially and culturally. What started out as a collection of baby tees has developed into a full line of clothing and accessories, including lingerie, handbags, leather, jewelry, faux fur, bedding, mobile phones, and footwear.

The list didn't end just yet. She involved with a project of her reality show, Kimora on the fab lane. I'm sure I'm not just one of her fans here in Asia, who inspired by her works and her life as she does inspiring thing with her life, works and through her words of choice. This mama tackles not only western but Asia as well.

Ais yang membeku kini telah cair

2010-06-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

Sebagai seorang kanak-kanak yang masih mentah, tidak tahu arah tuju semua tindakan melainkan gembira dengan dunia sendiri, itulah aku tatkala pemergian seorang insan yang bergelar ayah. Masih lagi dibangku sekolah. Tarikh 12 April 1996 itu menjadi satu tarikh yang amat sukar untuk aku lupai. Sejak sekian masa itu berlalu, erti Hari Bapa sekadar menyeling rakan-rakan yang masing-masing merancana aturan untuk hari istimewa itu dengan jelingan cemburu dan terkilan. Pantang sekali waktu itu bila mendengar rakan-rakan yang asyik mengajukan soalan, "Nak beli apa untuk Hari Bapa?" Apatah lagi apabila cikgu-cikgu yang pasti akan memberikan tugasan menghiasi kad ucapan untuk bapa. "Nak bagi kat kubur ke? bukan dia baca pun," sinisnya kata hatiku. Cukuplah sekadar membekalkan doa kepada nya disana, itulah racun fikiranku.

Perit! teramat perit.. Senyuman yang diukir seumpama lukisan yang menhiasi teratak usang yang kian mereput. Bila tiba waktu itu jugalah, ego ku semakin meningkat enggan menitiskan airmata walau betapa sebaknya hati mengimbau kenangan-kenangan bersama bapa yang tercinta. Saban tahun, ego itu semakin menebal dan menebal sehingga kan tiada ruang dihati ini untuk ingin mengambil peduli akan hari istimewa itu. Ah! Kebal laungan hatiku! Ah! Lali raungan degupanku! Aku semakin rimas bila saat itu menjelma. Kerana hatiku pasti terusik, hatiku pasti menangis walau tiada titisan yang jernih menuruni pipi ku. Dan aku benci perasaan itu! Aku benci!

Tuhan Maha Berkuasa. Sentuhan dariNya menyedarkan aku tatkala aku berdiri di hadapan anak-anak yang sedang mencari jalan kebenaran untuk bekalan kehidupan mereka. Aku tersentak ketika itu bila memberi tugasan seperti yang cikgu-cikgu ku pernah lakukan. Aku tersentak kerana anak-anak yang tidak menghargai ayah yang mereka ada di depan mereka. Ayah yang masih lagi mampu mereka pegang urat-urat teringat nya. Aku tersentak! Aku tersentak kerana keegoan yang sekian lama telah 'membunuh'ku. Sebutir kaca bulat gugur akhirnya. Tewas! Aku tewas tatkala berperang dengan perasaan ku. Aku membuka mata ku. Kini aku mampu melihat.

Kenangan-kenangan yang cuba ku hindari,itulah permata. Kesedihan yang cuba ku tutupi, itulah belian. Perasaan sayang,rindu yang cuba ku kotakan itulah duniaku. Aku mampu melihat dengan lebih jelas kini. Ayah yang ku rindui,ku sayangi, ku idami tetap ada bersama ku. Walaupun jasad nya tiada lagi mampu ku pegang, mampu cium pipi nya, mampu ku dengar gelak tawanya, namun dia masih ada bersama ku.. didalam jasadku mengalir disetiap urat dan degupan jantungku setiap saat. Aku tidak kehilangan ayah yang tercinta. Tetapi aku hanya berhenti melihatnya seketika kerana disuatu masa, aku pasti akan bersamanya di perhentian tempat nya berada.

Aku kini mampu melihat dunia dengan lebih jelas. Aku marah kerana aku membina kotak di pemikiran ku menyebabkan aku buta. Ya, aku buta! Aku buta kerana selama ini, setelah pemergian ayah tercinta, Tuhan Maha Esa telah memberikan aku seorang 'ayah' yang selama ini aku tidak mampu melihat pengorbanan nya. Aku benci akan kebodohan yang menguasai diriku. Tuhan telah memberikan seorang insan yang aku gelar "abang' selama ini menjadi pemangkin keluarga. Menggantikan tugas yang telah diserahkan oleh ayahku.

Inilah insan yang harus ku hargai sekian lama, tatkala aku bergelombang di dalam keegoan ku sendiri. Inilah insan yang telah melaksanakan segala yang terdaya untuk menjadikan aku adalah aku sekarang ini. Inilah insan yang selama ini menjadi "ayah" tanpa aku sedari, tanpa aku selami setiap tersirat di depan mataku. Inilah insan yang harus ku laungi, "SELAMAT HARI BAPA" sejak dahulu lagi.

Oleh itu, dengan setiap rasa hormatnya, dan rasa kerdilnya diriku ketika ini, aku ingin mengucapkan "SELAMAT HARI BAPA" kepada insan yang aku gelar "abang" selama ini.

p/s: akhirnya,blogger ini telah cair bersama setiap patah nukilan yang lahir dari hatinya.

Tired of Facebook?

2010-05-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

Huh! I meant what I said.. Sometimes, I tired with Facebook, I'm prefer Twitter more nowadays.. I have my own privacy and not just saying that Twitter is more simple and what I thought as more mature. Yes, Facebook is more sophisticated before. But, I think Facebook sometimes over crowded. Sorry for saying this but I'm flooded by teens and this group they just can't get enough to get my attentions.

Facebook IS boring, yet I spend hours on it to play games... Yes, that's what keeps me still active my account, not forgetting I won't ever wanna lost my childhood,elementary,high school, and tertiary level friends. I do think that one day,any time soon, I'll give up my Facebook. T__T

Not forgetting to many cases related to Facebookers that scares me.
Example,

And some more, if you just keep Google this matter.. Dear friends who owned Facebook account, be careful, and don't be too transparent out there. That's all for now.. Cheers... ^__^

Mistakes and Guilt!

2010-05-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

Have you ever feel guilt over something that you have done? Or, only it is now you realized what you did caused you miserable, trying to get over it or you need to wind the clock back to the scene to change the history with all you will? Or just wishing that you have the super power to stop, freeze or wind back the time like Heroes character?

We all did mistakes throughout the journey of our lives. Mistakes makes us grow. It helps us to reflect the wrongs that we did so that we might be more aware and 'sensitive' in the future. Where's a mistakes, comes guilt. Everyone have their own ways to overcome their guilt. Anyway one's feel relieved after doing so.

And as for me, here are my ways to overcome my feeling of guilty.

Realize that guilt is normal and we all have it. -This makes me to remind myself, nobody is perfect.
Think through why your actions made you feel guilty.- To reflect what you did wrong, and questioned yourself, did I said something wrong? Or, what did I said just now, did I hurt her/his feelings?
Learn from those actions and promise to try not to repeat them.-Realize we are all human, and this may not be possible, but make a personal promise to do better.
Apologize to someone, if your actions hurt someone. -This will help alleviate some of the guilt, and hopefully the hurt party will accept your apology.
Take a lesson from the fictional character Scarlett O'Hara: -After all...tomorrow is another day." Realize each day is a new beginning filled with promise, hope and the opportunity to start over.
Do not dwell on the actions that may have caused the guilt.- Get over it, and move on.
Each time a guilty feeling arises, instead of wallowing in it, take one affirmative step. -For example, if you feel guilty about having to file bankruptcy you can pay your electric bill the moment it arrives.
Do a good deed. -Helping others often helps the person who offers help.
Seek medical assistance, if required. -Excessive guilt could be part of a psychological or medical condition.
See a trusted clergyman or priest. -Some faiths offer ways to atone for sinning. That is, they claim that when you do wrong, you have ultimately sinned against God, and the only way to be right with God and have your guilt removed is by a sacrifice being made. In Judaism, for example, it is claimed that a lamb can be sacrificed to forgive sin and remove guilt. In Christianity, it is claimed that God sent Jesus as a sacrifice (the lamb of God), to eternally pay for the sins of humanity and remove your guilt

There are tips/ways how I get over my guilty feelings. And last but not least, always remember that, we only live once, and mistakes and guilt might occur sometimes. It is not as we live as in heaven all the time. Have a nice day ahead, and God bless you all. ^_^

Apa ek?

2010-05-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm, dah agak lama dah tak menjenguk diary virtual aku ni.. Rasanya kalau dapat digambarkan seperti rumah kosong yang terbiar, pasti nya dah banyak sarang labah-labah bermaustautin kat blog aku ni.. Bukannya apa, setiap kali aku cuma nak meluah, memerah otak (as if otak dapat diperah <--itulah namanya bahasa kiasan kan.. dah2.. sambung lagi.. mana tadi???? Aaaa..) mengekspresikan apa jua yang ingin dikongsi kat sini, pasti jari jemari ku terhenti di baris2 yang kedua/ketiga... Seolah2 minda ku menyekat segala ayat2 karat yang aku nak taip..

Jadi, kali ni, aku teruskan saja apa yang aku nak taip.. lantak aku lah... takan ada baca semula pasni. kalau tak, pasti ada rasa was2 nak tekan butang PUBLISH POST tu... tu yang menyedihkan.. Hmm, jap... aku nak ambik remote Astro jap.. nak tukar channel..

*Diam seketika.......

Kembali semula.. ceh, best2 pulak rancangan kat tv malam ni.. ada True Blood S1, Bride Wars, Spiderman2, 1000 Places To See Before You Die, dan yg paling best tu... Kimora:Life In The Fab Lane.. oucchhh.. mengganggu betul aku nak ber-blog ni.. *Focus2.... Okay, sampai mana aku merapu tadi?

Hah! Ni yang aku nak cerita/ kongsi dengan you'all tu... Aku ni dah tak sabar nak pergi attend Dinner Gawai, Betong 2010.. Oh, ini adalah event terbesar kat sini.. Yang meriah nya, saban tahun, event inilah yang pasti nya ditunggu2.. Ada pertandingan Kumang/ Keling Gawai.. Bagi yang tak tau.. Tu macam pertandingan dewi/dewa remaja tu lah.. Ditambah pula ada final untuk pertandingan Karaoke... Dan yang paling penting, malam itu nantilah dimana hampir 100% penduduk Betong pasti akan membajiri Dewan untuk bersama2 memeriahkan malam tu nanti.. tak kira bangsa, agama, usia, atau apa jabatan sekali pun.. hihihihi.. Xsabar..

Dah2 pasal tu... ni lak nak dah ada wave yang buat nak berhenti menaip dah... Apa2 pun yang aku merapu kat atas tu, takde niat nak sakit kan hati mana2 pihak.. Seandainya, aku ada buat salah, tolong maafkan aku ye.. Aku Skadar Insan Hina.. huhuhu.. (tetiba lak emo xtentu psal ni)..

Rasanya, sampai sini saja lah aku merapu ek... Dah la femes dgn gelaran nenek... ni lak dah membuktikan kesahihan aku mcm nenek merapu... sebelum menjadi lebih parah, baik aku mengundur diri dulu... Selamat Malam Semua.... Baik2 ye sayang... hihihi Muaaahhh.. @(^_^)@

DO YOU GET IT???

2010-04-08T19:10:00.000+08:00

Respect is perhaps the most important element in any successful long-term relationship…and that’s what we want to develop with our clients and colleagues, and even our family and friends. As they say, respect is not given, it’s earned. And there are certain things you can do to get more respect from others, and increase your professionalism and likability in the process.

Show It

We all know that we should treat others as we want to be treated, but sometimes we overlook that when we’re talking about respect. It’s definitely not a one-way street. One of the best things you can do to gain respect is to respect others by listening, and being courteous and compassionate.

Another way to show respect is by being open-minded. Be willing to afford respect to everyone you encounter, not just clients or those who may be considered in a position of authority, including their opposing opinions, differences and experiences that make them who they are.

Be Firm

Respect doesn’t mean always being agreeable. In fact, if you frequently sit back and let other people determine how to treat you, you will probably end up getting walked all over. And if you get into this situation, it can be a difficult one to get out of. To gain respect, especially in business, you need to be clear, firm and unwavering with your policies. Avoid making exceptions and stick to your guns (in a nice and tactful way, of course) in order to inspire respect from others.

Part of being firm and steady in your convictions is being able to make decisions and take a stand for what you believe in. Strive to be a decision maker who can make decisions without second-guessing yourself or showing doubt about the decisions you’ve made.

Encourage Others

Caring and emotionally investing in others in order to support their own success can also generate respect. Take time to focus on the needs of others and go out of your way to encourage, support and lend a hand when necessary. If you are truly concerned about the well-being others, you will put yourself in a position to be considered a strong, considerate and empathetic person, which can lead to increased respect.

Act Confidently

Having confidence will make it easier to do the rest of the respect-generating activities listed here. Because confidence is a result of having strong self-respect, you will live with a power that will draw people in and lead to gaining their respect. If you value yourself, your skills and your contributions, you will set the tone for respectful relationships.

What do you do to gain respect from others? What do others have to do to earn your respect?

Rating Bak Tarikan Magnet

2010-04-05T00:03:00.001+08:00

Hm, sememangnya malam ini pasti semua channel rancangan television di Malaysia menerjah TV3 untuk mengikuti malam yang boleh dikira Gala Event untuk memertabatkan artis2 tanahair. Oh ya, sebelum itu, bagi yang biasa mengikuti blog patik yang tak seberapa ni, sememangnya selalu bermediumkan bahasa antarabangsa. Namun malam ini, laju lak nak menerjah dalam bahasa kebanggaan daku ni.

Sebenarnya, tak banyak yang ingin diperkatakan memandangkan pasti ramai yang akan mengulas tentang majlis berprestij malam ni. Apa2 pun, ingin saya memberikan segunung tahniah kepada semua pemenang2 malam ini terutamanya Datuk Siti Nurhaliza. Bagi saya, beliau memang layak sesangat nak merangkul anugerah ini walaupun, sememangnya keputusan ini memang sudah dijangka dari awal.

Dengan setulus kata dari hati ini berkata, Datuk CT sangat layak sebab terlalu beliau adalah artis yang saya pandang tinggi dengan taat setia beliau kepada negara tercinta. Bukan berniat hendak menyindir mana2 artis tetapi, yang menghairankan, banyak artis2 lebih suka mengagungkan negara luar.. Contohnya, bila dah terkenal, pergi pulak menetap di negara luar berbelas tahun, puluhan tahun. Bila dah rasa tak laku kat negara luar, baru nak balik ke semua ke tanahair, konon2 nak memperjuangkan industri negara sendiri lah, biar hujan emas negara orang lebih baik hujan batu negara sendiri lah. Tetapi, dari segi logiknya, nape lah pergi berhijrah, tinggal kat negara luar?????

Tak payah lah aku nak umumkan nama2 artis2 sebab bukan niat nak mengaibkan mereka cuma merluahkan apa yang terkandung dalam pemikiran aku ni.. Sebab itu lah aku mengatakan bahawa Datuk CT jauh lebih baik daripada yang nenek rambut kuning plus silikon plus botox, or yang no wonder baru dapat award setelah sekian lama.. sapa suruh hang kuar negara belasan tahun???.. Tapi aku berharap Datuk CT takan jadi mcm diaorg ni.. kalau tak, kecewa betul aku...

Apa2 pun, majlis malam ini yang belangsung secara "live" ni memang lebih hangat dari yang biasa. Banyak sangat elemen2 yang medatangkan aura positif yang membolehkan pengkritik mengulas interpretation yang baik. Syabas buat Media Prima, tahniah buat pemenang2, two thumbs up buat host2 yang daboom! Can't wait for next year guys!

Fight Against Hunger

2010-03-18T19:19:00.001+08:00

Late this afternoon, I received a DM from WFP (World Food Programme) regarding my blog. My deepest thanks for them for visiting my blog and it is an honor for me to join this cause. For those who knew me since my early blogging, I've done couples of entries regarding this matter. And I'm one of trillion bloggers out there who supporting this cause. Therefore, by signing up my blog is one step further for a medium for the awareness to fight against hunger.

Here's a clip just for the sharing purposes.

for more information, you can visit http://www.wfp.org

Finally, the time is here!

2010-03-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since my last entry.. actually since last Chinese New Year. OOOpps.... I've been into some engagements lately. But anyhow, I think now I'm back on the track... Promise won't leave my blog not updated for that long anymore.. Besides, as I've mentioned before, my blog-my life.

Okay, here are some sharing moment that me and my beautiful girls spent together last Saturday. Actually, we were attending Mtest (Malaysian Teacher Selection Test). To be honest, those questions made my hands sweat. And some of us nagged about the limited time for Mathematics paper.. Well, for me, it would be myself to blame.. Didn't prepared much on that paper. Plus, to my ignorant, I'm dreaming for quite some time. Pfff! Dear me....

Thanks to my girls, for a wonderful time we spent together and our journey back home was the most mesmerized memory that I had ever had.. Wish we could spend time like that again next time... Love ya all... Muaaahhhxxx..

p/s:with all my respect to them, I'm not going to post their pictures here.. ^_^

Greetings

2010-02-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Celebrating New Lunar Year to all the Chinese in Malaysia.. May prosperity and longevity will be with you throughout the new year..

Food for Thoughts

2010-01-30T01:34:00.000+08:00

Thanks to UpgradeReality for sharing the link for the vc on Youtube. It's all about Lost Generation and think for a moment of those messages. Enjoy!

"Masakan Kegemaran"

2010-01-26T00:13:00.004+08:00

Teringat waktu zaman sekolah dulu, tangan ni tak lekang daripada menulis atau mengisi buku biografi sendiri ataupun kawan. Dah tu pasti ada soalan typical yang kalau dulu nya mmg lah da boom! Menyerungkai waktu itu, antara nota yang sering kali dicoret pada ruangan tersebut adalah: Masakan Kegemaran!

Aku pasti rata-rata yang pasti akan menulis "Masakan Ibu". Itu sudah semestinya. Itulah indah nya bumi yang dimana aku berpijak. Itulah warna-warni nya tanah airku. Tak kira apa saja bangsa pasti akan terungkap masakan ibu sebagai masakan kegemaran.

Apa yang ingin ku katakan adalah resepi-resepi masakan itulah yang membuatkan kita sering gemar masakan bonda kita tercinta. Mari kita berkongsi bersama..

Bahan-Bahan:

1. Sekeping kasih sayang.

2. Secubit rasa doa akan anaknya

3. Seulas senyuman manis.

4. Beberapa ulas belaian lembut ibu.

5. Beberapa hiris ambil berat terhadap permata hidupnya.

Tak lupa dengan itu, juga cara-cara menghidang:

1. Dihias seri dengan wajah tenangnya.

2. Dihidang dengan rasa kepuasan pabila diungkapkan "sedapnya ni bu.. esok masa lagi ya?"

Namun kita juga alpa akan disaat dia menyediakan masakan kegemaran kita itu, langsung kita lupa kesulitan yang dia alami untuk menyediakan nya:

1. Terhiris jari2 halus nya akan lidah tajam tatkala kita menengking nya.

2. Terhunus bilah2 tajam perbuatan 'buta' kita terhadap duniawi.

3. Tercalitnya arang pada wajahnya pada langkah 'kotor' yang kita lupa akan meninggalkan jejak ke atasnya.

4. Berderaian airmatanya melihat angkara yang telah disalahertikan oleh anaknya.

5. Pahitnya 'hempedu' yang disuap oleh anak-anak yg akan sama sekali lupa akan jasanya.

Walau apa-apa pun, semua nya tetap ibu ampuni, tetap ibu maafkan kerana dia tidak ingin melihat kita jatuh 'tersungkur'. Dan tatkala itulah kita lupa, ya.... lupa utk mengungkapkan "Terima kasih ibu kerana telah menyediakan masakan kegemaran saya".

Ku luahkan segalanya dengan gugurnya mutiara2 jernih dari kaca panca penglihatan ku kerana aku tahu, dalam sedar dan tak sedar, pastinya aku telah lupa akan kesulitan bondaku dalam menyediakan 'Masakan Kegemaran ku". Namun, lain kali akan ku ingat kan semua kesulitan bondaku itu kerana satu hari pasti nya aku akan berada ditempatnya berdiri dan akan menghidangkan "masakan kegemaran" permataku sendiri.

Cuddling with Burglar!

2010-01-21T23:49:00.001+08:00

WOOT!!!! Yeah, you read the title. This news was reported by the Asia Weird News whereby in China, a Chinese woman who accidentally cuddles a burglar who coincidentally inside her bedroom at the time. This woman mistakenly thought that this stranger was her husband (who was in the next room playing mahjong game). The Changasha-based woman had pounced on the intruder in the dark, mistaking him for her husband while he lingering around the bedroom looking for jewelery in darkness.

So,these two were cuddling each other when she realizes that the intruder has longer hair than her husband's. She turns on the light and shocked with the fact that she's been cuddling with a burglar. And what followed was a frenzy of activity which involved her alerting others about the burglar.

Funny though even just by thinking of it. What might happen if the intruder's hair the same length with her husband? LOL...

Not well

2010-01-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

Today, my flu getting worst. Could be caused by the unpredictable weather since last 2 weeks.
Even worst, I suffered runny nose and sneeze too. Yeap, you can guess it. It wasn't pleasant at all to talk to others even to stand/sit next to them..

Poor colleagues who sits next to me during our meeting this afternoon. Sorry if I spread the real virus this time.(not kpop virus) :'( and yeah.. some students too.. poor them.. Will be back again soon once I'm recovered from my bad condition.. Muahhxxx..

Something New

2010-01-18T17:55:00.001+08:00

My Kpop virus spreading to fast for me to cure now. My condition even worst each day. As if I rely on Kpop as my heartbeat. I'm seriously ill. I really blame this on the person who infected me with this virus! LOL.. just kidding! I'm glad he did so. Anyway, my days wasn't complete without browsing here and there for Kpop songs, Kpop fans site, Kpop videos, you named it.

Therefore, arrived home, my daily agenda begins not with lunch on my 'menu' but blog jog for any infos on Kpop. And thanks to my hard work... I found a Kpop fan site with html embed K-radio! Yeap... you people such good as guessing. I did one for myself.

Tadaaa... the radio is on top of the right-side of my blog. thanks to Pinkexia, I add a radio to entertain my visitors.. Well done me.. hahaha. Anyway, if you want to have your own Kpop radio, just click on the icon. Good Luck!

Hate this weekend!

2010-01-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

Saturday- aku MARAH, TAKUT, MARAH, TAKUT!

Sunday- aku jd MANGSA, jadi aku MARAH, MARAH, MARAH, MARAH, MARAH!

P/S:KEPADA SESIAPA YG BERTANGGUNGJAWAB, SILA TAMPIL KEHADAPAN DAN BUAT ULASAN! AKU TAKNAK KENA PRESSURE LAGI. U KNOW WHO U ARE, U KNOW WHAT I MIGHT DO!

>( <--MARAH NIH!

Aku yang Manjak!

2010-01-13T20:04:00.001+08:00

Bg yg tak tau, aku dan kwn2 suka sebut perkataan "manja" sebagai manjak. Mungkin disebabkan aku bongsu, jadi aku selalu demand nak special treatment dari kaum keluarga aku. Ni yg buat aku ingat kat satu insiden aku dianggap budak sekolah rendah kerana terlalu asyik bermain ala2 WWE dengan anak buah aku. Memalukan sekalli, aku dikenakan bayaran 1/2 harga utk makan kat satu hotel di kl. Diaorg ingat aku bawah umur 12 tahun!

Mungkin aku menampakkan luaran yg jauh kontra berbanding dengan kakak kembar ku. Mungkin disebabkan kematangan nya yg membiak lebih daripada aku, aku sering mengambil kesempatan ke atas dia. Contohnya, semalam aku sanggup tunggu dia balik sampai 11 mlm semata2 nak kupaskan aku kulit udang. Walhal, benda tu tak susah mana pun nak dilaksanakan.

Lagi contoh dia, aku selalu buli dia masak utk aku. Kataku, masakkan dia sedap.. (mmg sedap pon). Sebenarnya, aku mmg bukan 'jenis' yg akan masak. Kalau masa perayaan, tatkala kakak2 ku sibuk buat kek, aku sibuk sembunyikan diri taknak masuk dapur. Aku lebih rela buat perkara baby sitting. Hmm, namun aku masih berharap akan dpt berubah satu hari nanti.

Apa2 pun, nampak tahun ni mmg ada new fresh start utk aku. Lebih2 lagi dgn hasil mesyuarat petang ni. Oh ya, itu yg aku nak ckap dri td. Tp sibuk pulak bercerita pasal tahap 'kemanjakkan' aku yg melampau tu. :P

Okay, petang td kitaorg mesyuarat ttg ko-kurikulum dgn lantikan ketua setiap sukan,kelab dan unit beruniform serta perlaksanaan tahunan. Menyentuh ttg agihan tugas tahun ni pulak, aku terkejut tahap yg tak dpt aku nak bygkan dgn kata2 lg.

Aku ditempatkan sebagai ahli jer (biasalah tu, GSTT..) tapi, aku terlibat dlm kelab catur.... Okay, itu aku suka. tak payah mana pon. budak2 pon senang dikawal. Maklum jer, budak yg dikira 'bright students' yg selalunya berminat nak join. Tapi yg buat aku hampir2 terjatuh dari kerusi akibat mendapat renjatan jantung dimana aku ditempatkan kat unit badan beruniform iaitu --> kelab Bomba & Penyelamat!!!!! Thn lepas, aku cuma tlibat dlm Kelab Pelajar Kristian(yg mana aku xprnh turun sbb alasan tertentu) & kelab perpustakaan.

Oh my.. mulalah otak aku yg jahat ni bermainkan visual kawat kaki ditengah keterikkan matahari, dengan program2 yg lasak dan mcm2. Ditambah pulak dgn rakan sekerja yg memerli aku mengatakan aku akan bermain dgn tali hos bomba dan mengangkat tong gas, mcm2 lg. Diaorg ni pun mmg suka menakutkan aku.

Namun, aku bersyukur krn dgn ini, perbezaan yg aku lalui thn lepas dgn thn ni, aku dpt mempelbagaikan lg kebolehan aku dlm apa2 bidang seandainya aku mendpt rezeki utk bergelar seorang guru tetap di masa akan dtg.

Aku gembira kerana aku telah mempelajari bnyk skop dlm bidang pguruan dan pgurusan serentak dlm satu masa. Aku bsyukur krn aku dpt mempelajari sessuatu yg baru saban thn.-->itulah kata2 peransang utk ku agar tetap stay positive in mind.

Okay, aku dh letih+penat=ampai2 yg tak bertulang. No complaint though because everyone is dealing with their own stuffs everyday, and sure everyone feels the same way as I did too. So, gotta go now. Need to refresh myself, eat more lulien then I'm all energize babeah! LOL... ^_^

Fresh New Start!

2010-01-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

Okay, let see now.. I've been dead silence for week but not literally. For some times, I feel like my mind broke dead! Serious? Hmm.. let me dan hati ini yg faham.. okay, maybe some others that around me, and one yg a bit more or less know about this :p .But then, in some moment, thinking that once I told 'someone' who I used to give all my heart;

"Life is wonderful if we act and think it is so, but it will be sucks if u keep saying it so".

makes me re-evaluate my cloudy,passive minded.

My life wonderful even if I'm sad, miserable, gloomy or whatever feelings I might encounter. Because each feelings makes me growing my senses of the wonderful creation of God. Furthermore, I want to feel great in any circumstances.. ANY in the same time trying to not let myself fall into the hypocrite world. LOL.

Everything happens for a reason, destiny has been 'written'. So, what I'm gonna do NOW is... let it be, for what is should be. Simplicity is better than complicated. WTF!!! It's one's own choice. DUH me...

For those that showing your care masa aku di timpa kegelapan yg ku undang, thank you so much. Only God can repay your good deeds that u've done for me. Thanks for 'lift' me up when I was down.. God Bless You..

Mendung ditengah Sahara

2010-01-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

Meracau kegelisahan

Memetik kerinduan alam

Bertautnya suatu perasaan

Kini segalanya mendung ditengah mentari

Hancur istana angan-angan

Kenapa harus berkait lagi?

Kenapa buku lama dibuka kembali?

Sedarkan aku dari mimpi

Sedarkan aku dari keanganan yang kian punah

Nescaya aku pasti, itulah realiti

Gelapnya lorong ini ku titi

Mungkinkah muncul kembali

Kedambaan yang kini dikunyah sepi?

Atau kah sekadar semuanya berulang kembali?

Suatu keanganan yang tak pasti?

And The Winner Goes To----->

2010-01-04T15:10:00.001+08:00

Tada.. Seperti yang telah dijanjikan, pemenang untuk contest pertama kali dijalankan kat blog hamba yang hina ini, akan diumumkan pada 5 Januari 2010. Saja pilih tarik ni sebab 5 tu prime number utk 10 dan 20.. hahahah.. what the fish betul... (memetik ayat cik Nadea jap)

Okay, bagi yang join contest ni, sit back, here are the winners:

Hadiah Pertama: Bagi yang memenangi tempat pertama akan disembahkan dengan topup berjumlah RM50 dengan seikhlas hati daripada pihak penaja aka aku lah tu. Dan pemenang dia adalah....

Cik Neyrashazeyra

Ulasan: Kerana dua sebab.. sebab pertama, ini adalah antara entry terawal yang pernah aku buat dan sangat bererti bagi ku. Sebab ke2, sebab Cik Neyra memberi ulasan yang sangat menyentuh sanubari.

Hadiah Kedua: Pemenang akan disembahkan dengan topup sejumlah RM30. Dan pemenang bagi tempat kedua adalah......

Bujang Tunggal yang join contest ni, Andy

Ulasan: aku suka ulasan dia yang berkisar humane tu.. buat aku jadi hati cotton candy. Dan kerana dia jugak lah aku berinspirasi untuk menyelitkan sekerat ruang utk berbakti kepada mereka yang memerlukan.

Tempat Ketiga: Tempat ketiga telah disandang oleh dua pemenang kerana kedua-duanya telah memberikan ulasan yang mempunyai kekuatan masing2.. cewah! Kedua2 mereka masing2 akan mendapat hadia berupa topup sebanyak RM10.

Cik Keavy & Cik Nadea

Ulasan: Kerana inilah yang memberikan aku semangat utk berbakti kepada anak bangsa sepanjang aku menjadi guru sandaran tahun lepas, dan kerana inilah yang mengingatkan aku kepada betapa rindunya aku untuk melangkah semula utk bergelar seorang guru.

Ulasan: inilah sebab yang buat aku ketawa. Seronok membaca nya..

Jadi, tahniah kepada yang menang, kepada yang tak berjaya, mungkin rezeki anda utk masa yang akan datang. Mana tau, next time aku buat peraduan dapat teman kan aku pergi Korea? hahaha.. (berangan lah tu). Apa2 pun, terima kasih bebanyak kat u'ollz yang sudi join contest hamba yang tak seberapa ni.

Oh ya, sebelum tu, bagi semua pemenang, sila lah emailkan nombor telefon anda ke little_ms_angel4ever@yahoo.com untuk memudahkan pihak penaja topup kredit kalian. Di sini diingatkan bahawa, kredit panggilan tersebut akan dikreditkan secara Easy Reload. Kalau ada yang tak senang, nanti email k.. Sekian, salam 1Malaysia, have a nice Marvelous Monday to all..

Question That Bugging My Head!

2010-01-03T17:14:00.003+08:00

Year after year, people all time favourite question would be "What is/are your resolution for this year?" Give me a break! I'm all tight up with the resolution years ago and this year, I don't mind to have none serious matter for me to look up.

Resolution could be a good thing for it keep ones focusing their goal to achieve. Years ago, as a student, my resolution have to be excel in my studies. Last three years, my resolution is to have a stable job ahead. But years passed by. I need a break. This year, I live to the fullest, "Live boldly, Love truly".

I want a be more free spirited this year. What happens, will happens for a reason. It's like why apples fall down. Reason-->gravity. What makes me thing this way? Seeing and encountering the mourning,gloomy and many deceased last year, makes me turn all the way around. Life is too short. End is unpredictable. The candle might blown anytime. Too many things that I want to achieve, but yet so little time. I might lost my focus!

It doesn't mean that I out of focus or I've no idea what I want in life. In my judgement, simplicity comes knock on my window and say, "Hey, what are you chasing for? Money?Love?Career? What for? Your satisfaction? Is that what satisfied you? Then, you won't have your OWN MOMENT to live."

Henceforth, I'm really sure that I'm gonna 'dance' my way all till the end of this year. Someone asked me what are my resolution for this year, and my answered simply annoyed that person. Here were my answers:

1. ~~Find a father for my future children~~

2. Laugh and fun around

3. Able to find the perfect acronym for my name

4. Talk nonsense on my blog

5. Live as any other "Lucy" might live in this world

As I know this question bothers and kinda suffocate some of us, I won't asked you what are your resolution for this year. Instead, I rather asked, "What that you think can satisfy your life?" Be real to yourself and may you can 'dance' your way till your find your 'pot of gold at the end of that rainbow.'

And last but not least, do click on my SocialVibe on the right side while you 'sneaking' around. Your actions are much appreciated for you can help his unfortunate children to fight against hunger. Don't do this for me... but to those kids that need a better world to live on this year. Thanks!!!!

p/s: Aim ka majak Jegit taun tok kenu ko jako. hehehehe...

New Year Ahead, means new challenges awaits!

2010-01-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

New Year greetings as my first words as I failed to greet all on time. I hope its okay for me to greet now, since its the second day of 2010. Wow.. time does flies so soon once you enjoys your moments right guys? Although, its just another digits to add in your little book. Anyways, everyone hoping this year would be a great year, especially those who believes in fengshui stuffs. In fact, me and my family does. Remembering our holiday trip around Peninsular Malaysia, each one of us bought compatible Dzi bead with our signs. According to my sign based on Chinese Astrology, Rat will facing ~~fluctuating luck~~. I bought myself a 5 eyes Dzi bead to balance my bad omen.

I'm not going to talk about fengshui stuffs nor good at them. Sharing whats on might this year stored for me, is my what I thought about. And guessing what, I do believe that this year might be a tough year for me. On this very day, I received a news from my sister, I might be out of job. Not that what I'm practically concerned of. Instead, I'm concern about paying my bills! <--not my biggest concern. LOL!!!! To be honest, I'm concern of gaining some weight while doing nothing until I get my job. HAHAHAHA... Though, there would be no excuses since we have treadmill and exercise tools at home.

Well, I can see myself do some cooking experiments while I'm free. I'm hoping to try some Korean Cuisine and hopefully, I have my own food tester.--> could be my dearest Mum.. (crossed my fingers). Anyhow, I will be positive as much as I can for "For positive thinking will bears you a positive fruits". Besides, hey... I have my 5 eyes Dzi bead around my neck.

By the ways, for those who might having trouble to visualize what dzi beads are, just scroll down below. The pictures were taken from other websites. I'm too lazy to upload mine. ^_^

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

collections of Dzi beads

Dzi beads on necklace

Dzi beads on bracelet

Please Support My SocialVibe

2009-12-20T15:07:00.002+08:00

For those whose been my follower or visitors before, I'm really into social vibe. You can help those in need by click on the Social Vibe on the right-side reben. Please help these children to fight against hunger and poverty.

Thank you for all who support my social vibe. Muahhhxx...

LittleMsAngel Contest Closed & Family Trip

2009-12-20T14:13:00.006+08:00

It's been a while i didn't update my entry. heee.. I was totally forgot that my contest was closed on December 18. And officially, I closed the contest right now. The winner will be announced on January 5, 2010 through my special entry. The applicants will be judge not by me, but will be judge by other(s). So, good luck for all contestants.

Anyways, I want to take this opportunity greet all Happy New Year in advance. Me and my family will be out of town for our family getaway for Christmas. That's mean I won't be updating my blog till next year.

And again, may all will have a joyous New Year Celebration with your love ones, and may the new lunar will bring you the greatest, spectacular year ahead. Bye year 2009, and thanks for this year I know someone who gives me the biggest impact in life, meeting my long lost friends, and new friends, blogger friends and yada yada yada... ^_^

Annoying Phone Call

2009-12-13T14:20:00.000+08:00

Gosh, yesterday, I've received a phone call. From my hearty heart heart handphone, written "Private Number" on screen. So, I thought for a while, should I answer the phone or just let it rang? And for some reasons, "Curiosity that kills the cat" and I answered that phone call which becomes my nightmare.

PN: Hello, can I speak to Miss Lucy?

Me: I'm on the line, may I know whose on the other line? <-- my usual formal answer.

PN: This is from C***Bank calling. Do you able to talk right now?

Me: Yes, I'm available right now.

PN: Thank u. I'm calling to offer you an insurance only for our selected members.

Me: I don't interested. Sorry

PN: Please listen for a while because this is special offer. Only RM24 per month. You might not get interested, but it is our procedure to read all the statements offered.

Me: Okay.

PN: -Reading all the offers for about 5-6 minutes-

Me: -sleepy & boring mode while answering, "Okay" each line been read out-

--------------------------------------after few minutes later--------------------------------------------

PN: This is very interesting offers Ms.. Only our selected members been offer this policy. And we only take about 5-6 minutes of activation. This phone call have been recorder for training purposes.

And for a while, I thought that, if I'm accepting this offer, we can finish our conversation anytime soon. To be honest, this man is really pushy and annoying!!!

Me: Okay. (sound in not interested tone)

PN:-----begins his activation Qs-----

Me: Can we stop? I'm in hurry. I've have some engagement to be settled.

PN: Just one last question. I need your member expiry date and your 16 digits number.

Me: Sorry, I don't have it with me now. I'm driving right now in fact.

PN: Okay, I'll be calling you around 5pm. Is it possible?

Me: Yayaya... Sure. <--with hope, please end this conversation right now!

PN: Thank you for your time Miss.

Me: ????? <-- just hang up the phone.

Surprisingly, around 5pm, he did call back. But, I didn't answer my phone. And what more comes to my surprise, he call my home number!!!! I didn't gave him that number. But, I did asked him where he gets my number. He said from the members' account. Okay, that's reasonable. But, he should not call my home number, because for sure, I didn't gave him my home number! So, I won't entertained him and asked him to call back on Monday. For sure, I'll off my handphones and unplug my home telephone cable. Tengoklah...

The most annoying is, he called again on Sunday!!!!!! For real, is he this desperate for commission to get a client? I told my mum to told him that I wasn't at home.This people really get on my nerves. And my plan is too cancel my activation. I'm not interested after all. And my biggest mistakes was, in order to end our conversation fast, I agreed for activation but then I won't give my particulars. --> what if this people are those who makes junk calls to get info(s) of their random target? huhuhu.. scary!

Tomorrow, if he calls, I'll cancel my activation. And if he gets mad, I'm sure gonna tell him that "Customers always Right" and they are offering services to attract customers.

My GRAND wish for Christmas

2009-12-11T14:43:00.004+08:00

There are SOOOO many thing that I want for Christmas. I mean, gifts and stuffs like that. But above all, I really endure to have a Christmas with family gathers around on the special day. So special, more than how I felt for Gawai Celebration (Harvest Festival). Maybe it's kinda different for others, but for me, I enjoy and always do... enjoying Christmas Celebration.

Walaupun hanya untuk satu hari, tapi pengertian sambutan ini lebih bermakna bagi aku. Lebih lagi pada masa inilah rasa suasana ke-eratan sekeluarga tu lebih terasa. Kalau masa gawai tu, aku merasakan ianya lebih untuk bergembira, jumpa sanak saudara. Namun Christmas pulak rasa macam mendekatkan hubungan institusi kekeluargaan. Yang duduk serumah, tapi jarang bertegur sapa, makan bersama, melakukan riadah bersama, inilah masanya untuk duduk bersama,makan, berbual, bertukar hadiah dan paling penting, menghargai pengorbanan kelahiran Nabi Isa, Jesus ke muka bumi.

Tatkala musim Christmas menjelang, pasti aku akan menitiskan airmata pabila mendengar lagu Christmas yang didendangkan. Ntah mengapa. Usah ditanya. Tapi pasti nya, hati aku akan sebak. Lebih-lebih lagi, tahun ni, musim cuti sekolah yang panjang ni, aku dan keluarga yang lain berjauhan dengan kakak sulung tercinta, iaitu Mdm. Mary Likey. Beliau yang menghabiskan masa cuti untuk melanjutkan pelajaran di Kedah. huhuhu.. sedih, kerana masa ini lah, :ABSENCE MAKES HEART GROW FONDER.

Beberapa hari yang lalu, masa kita orang sekeluarga makan kat luar, rindu pulak ngan kakak. Abang ipar lak video call kat dia, time kat luar. Kakak mula2 bercakap dengan anaknya tersayang, kemudian dengan bonda. Masing2 menangis mengalirkan airmata dalam talian. Aku yang teringin nak dengar suara kakak pun batalkan niat. Risau aku akan menangis melebih2 pulak, nanti kakak yang jauh tu yang akan jadi makin rindu kat kita orang. Cukuplah, biar dia bercakap dengan bonda.Padahal, aku mmmg dah berlinangan airmata tapi ku tahan sekuat2nya, daripada mengalir.

Balik jer rumah malam tu, bonda bagitau yang masih rindu nak bercakap dengan kakak sambil menangis. Kebetulan pulak aku YM chat ngan kakak. Kakak pun bagitau yang dia masih lagi menangis sebab dah lama tak berjauhan keluarga, lama pulak tu meninggalkan keluarga, masa cuti lagi. Untuk buat2 aku ni 'tough' konon, aku mula bercerita kat kakak aku. Kat bonda pulak, aku buat lawak biar dia tak nangis lagi. Itulah nature aku. Kalau org nangis, aku berlebih2 nangis dari org lain. Kalau aku tak nak dilihat menangis, aku akan buat2 tak ambik peduli, tak kesah, menjadikan diriku 'ICE QUEEN'<-- gelaran yang diberikan oleh kakak kembarku.

Apa2 pun, Christmas ni aku amat2 mendoakan agar dapat menghimpun kan kami sekeluarga bersama2 pada hari yg amat istimewa bagiku. Nescaya pada hari tu nanti, kasih sayang dan keakraban kami sekeluarga makin terjalin. Amen.

Potret kakak ku tersayang

Kakak bersama putera kesayangannya

Kakak bersama suaminya tercinta (yang juga merupakan blogger yg bernama Blog Tuan Jalai JKR Betong, yang boleh dicari di blogroll aku kat kiri tu)

Dua orang kakak ku tersayang

Bonda tercinta bersama my bf = 'babyfruit'@ anak buah.lol

eh, eh.... baru aku perasan, takde gambar aku lah.. wat ni? itu lah... asyik sgt jd cameragirl, hah.... kan takde gmbr aku dah.. lagipun, tentu korang boring tgk asyik2 gmbr aku jer kuar kat blog ni kan.. huhuhu.. :p

p/s: Kepada Santa Clause, aku demand nak SUV. Hah, ini yg aku nak. Aku tak nak yg mainan yek Santa.. aku nak yg real punya.. aku budak baik tahun ni.. soooo nice of me.. hahaha :p

tapi.... agak2 muat tak masuk lam sleigh Santa?

Keraguan di minda

2009-12-09T23:40:00.001+08:00

Terlalu banyak keraguan yang tengah bermain di minda ini. Dah tu, selalu kena ekori oleh si pencinta sejenis yang asyik nak usha aku. BENCI! Aku bukan jenis macam tu. Dah terang2 bagi tau kat dia, aku tak suka dia asyik stalking akaun Facebook aku. Macam tak tau malu pulak perempuan tu... Ini bukan bermaksud aku mengdiskriminasikan mana2 pihak, aku hormat kat kehendak keperibadian individu. Cuma, jangan nak libatkan aku! Aku tak suka! Dah pula suka2 dia tag nama aku dengan gambar yang menjengkilkan perasaan. Meluat!

Aku kenal dia tu dari fren list kakak aku.. mula2 tu sja2 drop komen kat wall kakak aku, sama lah berkomen, dia pulak request mintak add as friend. Aku add lah. Tak tau pulak dia tu ada secret agenda! Hah, rasakan dia. dah aku block dia semalam. Padan muka. Selesai satu masalah yang menggusarkan minda ku.

Dah tu tiba pulak keraguan di jiwa yang tengah mengalami pergolakkan perasaan. Tak pasti sangat apa yang menggusarkan tu, Tapi semalam aku langsung tak dapat tidur sebab resah... sangat resah. Ah! lantaklah.. aku nak mode cuti ni.. tatkala tgh bergelar pengganggur.. hahahah... Itulah lumrah sebagai guru sandaran, bukan tetap pun.

Sejujurnya, aku gelisah tiap kali ada guru yang posting dari maktab ke, dari UPSI ke, kerana dalam minda, hanya satu... diberhentikan lah diri ini.. huhuhu. Namun, aku tidak pernah rasa berbelah bagi untuk menabur jasa kepada adik2 yang sesungguhnya bersaiz jauh lebih besah dari aku. --> mintak2 korang doa2kan aku dapat kerja yg stabil yek.. =(^_^)=

Ni pulak tgh mood seronok nak sambut Christmas. Seperti saban tahun, aku dan keluarga akan bercuti bila tiba masanya perayaan ini. Ntahlah, dah jadi macam tradisi lak.. hahaha. Apa2 pun, tahun ni, tak tau lagi nak pergi mana, maklum kena sponsor tiket2 nya.. hahaha.. Apa yang pasti, memang pergi bercuti. Aku tak sabar nak tengok perhiasan pokok2 Christmas kat bandar tu.

(Oh ye, bg yang tak tau, aku tinggal kat kawasan pedalaman. supermarket jer yang ada. tu pun satu jer.. huhuhuh..kena ikut pintu rezeki, jadi bertahan jelah. kalau ikut tempat kelahiran sendiri jauh lebih besar dari tempat aku 'tersadai' sekarang ni)

Seperti apa yg aku katakan tadi, ikut pintu rezeki lah.. dan bersyukur kerana di sini jugak lah aku jadi seorang wanita yang mengenal tanggungjawab kepada alam pekerjaan, keluarga dan rakan2. Walaupun dalam hati masih ada keanak-anakan..

Dan di musim yang mulia bagi aku dan mereka yang seumat dan seagama denganku, aku mohon maaf daripada kalian, sekiranya aku pernah menyinggung perasaan mana2 pihak secara langsung atau tak langsung. Yang indah itu dariNya, yang buruk tu dari aku...

Selamat bercuti, dan MERRY CHRISTMAS kepada mereka yang meraikannya. Semoga kalian menyambut hari yang mulia ini dengan keluarga tersayang.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL, from Lucy and family. May your have a BLESSED & JOYOUS celebration with your love ones. May God bless everyone.

p/s:contest masih lagi berjalan dan akan tutup pada 18 Disember ni. Jangan lupa sertai peraduan tu. Silalah cuba nasib kalian.. =(^_^)=
http://littlemsangel.blogspot.com/2009/11/littlemsangel-first-contest.html

Internet does kills!!!!

2009-12-04T15:01:00.002+08:00

You might not believe that internet does kills. But the fact is, it does. Without we realizing it, we caught in the virtual life, especially when you are too addicted with online games. (Thanks to God, I've overcome my addiction to Facebook online games). Anyway, I've read about this incident on Weird Asia News online.

The incident happened on November 4, 2009, Dr. Mao Xiaojun, a doctor at Nanjing Children’s Hospital in eastern China, who felt playing the online game Go was more important than helping a sick child (due to complications brought about from an eye infection), ultimately letting the baby die.

According to a press release, the five-month old baby’s mother dropped to her knees and pleaded for the doctor’s help, but her cries fell on deaf ears. And what bothers me the most is, why there are no other doctor in attendance? Let's say she's on duty and she ignored the mother's pledge, where are the other doctors in the hospital? How about the nurses?

The doctor was eventually get fired and her license was taken away, but not before she attempts to cover her tracks. This is an disappointing news especially each doctor have to take Hippocratic Oath. Even I know what that is. As a Management student, I've learnt about Hippocratic Oath and yet this doctor who fails to practice her own oath disgust me with her decision. Even if she's off duty, she can do something to help not just letting the child die. Gosh, I'm pissed off with her.

As a referrence, you can click the link below for more information about the Hippocratic Oath.

Hippocratic Oath-Original Version & Modern Version

My Twitter

2009-12-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

I'll might slow down my blogging activities soon. But, you are welcome to follow me on my twitter --> at my Little Tweet. Daaa... Muahhx..

First day of holiday

2009-12-01T13:31:00.003+08:00

Wake up late almost noon, ignored few phone calls from friends, family, relatives. Ignored sms texts. Eventually, the message tone did get my attention as 'Earcandy' plays few times near to my ear. But I unlock the side locker button(Nokia 5800 XPM) and ignored my inbox. Continued back to sleep-AGAIN. Will this be my habits for few more weeks till I get hired again? Maybe and could be.

After I took my shower, my mum, my nephew and I went for breakfast at town. Spend an hour in town, makes my heart grow founder for home. Weird, but that's the truth. I'm missing my home. Without any further delay, home is my next destination.

Arrived home, took my lappy into the living room and check my email inbox.. Facebook, and Twitter. Wow, surprise with Korean fan page that I followed with 2ne1 fan site. Browsing there and more surprise. My so-called hubby, Taeyang and Park Bom pictures backstage?!!!! OMG! Must see these pictures. So, here there are.

*credit both pictures to http://www.ygladies.com

Aren't they both look so adorable? This was during their second inkigayo performance. And yeah.. both are MJ's fans.

Okay, got to go now. Got tons of things play in my mind now. Yet, the first day is not over yet. And officially, my blog is going to be my daily journal for the rest of my holiday. Thanks for drop by guys... <3 <3 <3 from me.. Daaa.. Muahhhxxx..

p/s: for Sarikeian, you can drop by Sarikei Time Capsule blog. There are bits of our little hometown there. So, lets stay updated with what's going on with Sarikei while we are not there. Cheers!!!!

This is Me

2009-11-29T23:17:00.001+08:00

On this day, a mother gave birth to two(2) lovely healthy babies at St. Clement Maternity Home, Sarikei. The clock strike 10:45am, born a beautiful baby by the name of Jessy and half an hour later, after had another painful conceptions--again, a cute baby Lucy into this world.

As for me, my birthday is not only to celebrate or as to reminds me I'm a year older..yikes, but it is more to appreciation for a woman who had conceived me, bring me to this world, breastfeed me, watch over me since I'm a little girl. As well as the appreciation that goes to a man that I called 'daddy', a person who showered me and my siblings with his love.

More than that, to a loving sister of mine Mdm. Likey and her husband Mr. Franklin (the blog owner of Tuan Jalai) for their undivided attentive actions regarding my behavior, attitude and whom I proudly claimed as my 'secondary parents'. And not forgetting my twin sister too.. who's been my competitor since in womb- fight for food supply, space, attention but most beautiful thing is, for being my companion ever since.

Last but not least, to my nephew, Maximilian Ferdinand Culen for be there when I was down, craving a smile on my face with his not so rascal behavior. Easy to say, I love my family so much. There are no words that I can use to describe my feeling for them. I'm no one without them. Sob Sob....

My heart also own by my friends who always been there for me. Real life friends, cyber friends, and someone I care, and concerned--> my rainbow for being so colorful person. Thank you to all for another wonderful journey of my life. My readers, my bloggers friends, everyone.... thank you from the deepest bottom of my heart.

I bow my head before all, to show my appreciation and gratitude for everything you have done for me and for letting me walk besides you guys.

-->Without all of you, my life would be empty, dark, dull and grey. Muaaahhhxxx.....

Lucy is SO boring???

2009-11-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

This entry, I tribute it for my twin sister, Jessy. I've heard she's been saying this for a zillions of times. She said I'm so sound like thirty years old lady whenever she stalking around on my Facebook comments, status and etc. Huhuuu... am I? Well, it's depends on individual perception on how they think I might be.

Boring in a way I dropped my comments. So no fun, as she said. Maybe she's right but maybe I want to portray myself as a person who can be serious in certain condition. But I jokes a lot sometimes. Anyway, There is no right or wrong answer for that. I'm immune to that kind of criticism or any kind of criticism. As far as I know who I am, that's all means to me.

But, she might be right at one point. I'm building my 'walls' around me. Layers and layers of walls. It is so hard to bring down those walls. You can say that I'm being overprotective about myself. She said, from a time being, just let go and be free from those 'walls'. Hmmm, can I? or the perfect question that I should ask myself is.. Am I willing to break down those walls? Time will tell but WHEN is the question. My previous experiences makes my 'walls' thicker and thicker. I know, you must be thinking Jessy is so right, right now. I'm so boring. Hahaaha..

Anyway, I'm not feeling well today, but not that I'm complaining about it. It does affected my mood today. Plus, my net connections... ARRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Streamyx is so F***king makes me turn devilish today. No more littlemsangel...

As usual, I've vc to be shared with my readers. And this vc really caught my eyes. Lets hear your opinion about this.

I really hope that, they REALLY helped those in needs. I mean, how would you know if this organization using the donations in proper ways-->as the way they claimed it to be? But, if they really does help, CONGRATULATIONS to them. If not, then shame on them. By all means, they done an honorable job in helping those in need.

K-Virus Spreading

2009-11-24T17:22:00.003+08:00

Once you get infected by the virus, you'll get all the symptoms listed below.

1. feeling your body grooving anywhere, everywhere all the time
2. brain damage due to repetition in thinking
3. your pupil enlarge becomes darker
4. murmuring unknown tongue
5. feeling your heart burns once you understand that......

that the K-virus has no cure. For it is deadly contagious, and no cure or vaccine to be found. The only remedy in option is to be a follower of the KPOP!

Hahaaa... as i mention on my Facebook status few hours back, I've been spreading the K-Virus aka Korean Virus to my girlfriends gchi gchi ya ya da da.... I just found out that they are Korean drama lovers yo.. So, it's an opportunity for me to introduce with my favourite KPOP artists as... 2PM, Taeyang, Wonder Girls, Super Junior, Park Bom, 2NE1 and G-Dragon (recently into G-Dragon too :P)

Anyhow, I started with showing them with my collections of KPOP MV via my XPM. And all the magic begins. And just as I thought, they in love with them either! Happy, happy, happy me.. hahaha..

Funny thing is, I've got someone to fight with over Taeyang, the love of my heart. hihihihi... just kidding. But gosh!!!! ~~He's really yummy~~.. hahaha.. oops, my big sis might be reading this. *clear throat*

As for our favourite playlists are Wedding Dress & Where You at- Taeyang my ~~hunneah~~, Nobody- WG, Sorry2-Super Junior, You and I-Park Boom, Again&Again,Heatbeat,Tired of Waiting-2PM. While we hang around at Sereni's (one of my gf) place. This MV keeps playing all the way from noon till 3pm. Whereby, I've received a phone call from my dearest mom which wakes us up from our drooling fantasy. And before departed from our gathering, they forced me to 'supply' more on the KPOP artist. hahaha.. addicted, I must say.

Anyway, we'll have a barbecue party tomorrow's night. And I'm sure we'll be trying out WG's Nobody choreography. So, don't miss out my next entry soon. There will be some hilarious, and spicy entry ahead. Have a great day, smile always and daaaaa.... Muaaaahhhxxx...

p/s: since Taeyang is looking for a gf, I'm sooooo available Taeyang hunneah. :P and please don't be too late to say the magic words "Will you..." before someone does just like your Wedding Dress MV. hah! kan dah terlambat!!! :P

Korean Cuisine

2009-11-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

Lately, I've been browsing about cuisine on Youtube. Any kind of cuisine. But, since I'm a turned into a hottest recently, (the virus spread by 2PMian Hottest, Andy) I'm interested to try Korean Cuisine in the future.

Well, as they might say as a beginner, starts with something that is more light and easy. So, there I go, browsing about Korean dishes. And as a start, I learnt how to make KIMCHI PANCAKE. But, one must know how to make kimchi as well. So, here are the ingredients to prepare kimchi.

Ingredients:

- 2 whole Napa Cabbage
- 1 Cup of Salt
-10 Cups of Water
- 7 Tbsp of Anchovy Sauce or Fish Sauce
- 1 1/4 Cup of Crushed Red Pepper
- 8 Pieces of Green Onion
- 1/2 of a Radish
- 1 Whole Garlic
- 1 Piece of Ginger
- 1/2 of an Onion
- 1/2 of an Apple
- 1/2 of an Apple Pear
- 4 Tbsp of Sugar

- Slice Napa Cabbage into bite size pieces and put into a large bowl.
- Mix water and salt together and pour over cabbage.
- Let the cabbage sit for 2 hours.
- In a blender, combine the garlic, onion, apple, apple pear, and ginger together.

Puree.
- Julienne the Radish and thinly slice the Green Onions.
- After 2 hours rinse the cabbage in cold water about 3 times.
- Combine all the ingredients together in a large bowl. (Rubber gloves recommended)
- Store the kimchi in room temperature over night and then keep in the refrigerator.

Once you had your kimchi prepared, you can make Kimchi Pancake. And here are the ingredients.

The Ingredients:
2 cups sliced sour kimchi (kimchi that is a little older)
2 cups of flour
1 egg
1.5 cups of water
6 tbsp of liquid from kimchi jar
Canola Oil

Preparation:
1. Mix all the ingredients together well. Make the batter a little thick.

2. Heat canola oil in pan on medium/high heat. Pour small pancakes onto hot pan. When edges become golden brown, flip the pancakes to the other side. You can also press down on each pancake to help browning. Remove pancakes from pan once they are evenly cooked.

3. You can serve the pancakes as an appetizer or snack with a Korean alcoholic rice beverage. This recipe makes about 16 pancakes.

So, enjoy and good luck trying this recipe guys..

*credits to the Anna Kim for the lists of ingredients. And for more Korean Cuisine,you can visit Anna Kim

LittleMsAngel First Contest!

2009-11-20T01:29:00.006+08:00

Bersempena dengan harijadi aku yang dah semakin dekat, jadi aku ingin berkongsi kegembiraan dengan rakan-rakan sekalian. Pertandingan ini terbuka untuk semua warga Malaysia. Pertandingan ni, anda hanya perlu menyatakan "APAKAH ENTRI YANG ANDA RASAKAN PALING MENARIK, DAN SEBABNYA" Semudah itu sahaja.

Syarat pertandingan???? Tiada syarat. Anda boleh mengemukakan sebanyak berapa kali nak masuk. Takde had nya... Senang kan? Meh lah join.. Tarikh tutup nya akan tamat pada 18 Disember 2009, dan bermula pada hari ni jugak. Pemenang akan dimaklumkan melalui satu lagi entri kat blog ni jugak sekitar 20 Disember atau tidak lewat daripada 5 Januari 2010.

Oh ye, ni mesti nak tau apa hadiah dia kan? Akan ada 3 pemenang bertuah yang paling kreatif. Dan hadiah2 nya adalah:

1st Prize: RM50 prepaid reload*

2nd Prize: RM30 prepaid reload*

3rd Prize: RM10 prepaid reload*

*untuk mana2 servis telekomunikasi yang terdapat di Malaysia

p/s: tapi family members tak boleh nak join.. hhmm, Jessy/Shiloh/Baby u tak layak nak join nih... sorry.

dan bagi yang tak tau mana nak cari enti-enti aku yang lepas, boleh lah tengok kat sebelah kiri petak ni, ada tertulis "NUKILAN ENTRY DAKU" kat sana berdasarkan bulan yang lepas2 dan jumlah enti yang ada. klik lah kat situ... sekian, terima kasih..

Sneaking Here!

2009-11-18T20:27:00.000+08:00

it's been a while I didn't update my blog. I've been so busy with my stuffs lately. Doing some PLBS (Pentafsiran Lisan Berasaskan Sekolah/ Oral Assessments). Whereby, I've to make report for about 140 students for four(4) classes. Plus doing some textbook report for 2009 session. Busy, busy me...

Anyway, I'll try my best to stay update from time to time. School holidays just few days left, for sure I'll have more time to spend on my blog or other site for social network.

Lately, I've been enjoying myself with two hot sizzling brothers on TV, the Winchester Brothers. Yikes!!! This whole new season really shows a diff sides of Dean aka Jensen Ackles who really work it out babeah... Whatever it is, such a great sequel for the new season. Reborn brother who has been saved from hell by angel hunting for demons. Will it be his brother's life in his hands for his brother is a half-demon? Don't miss it out on AXN, every Monday 10pm in Malaysia.

Okay, lets move away from that. Another sweaty hot reality shows that attracts me at the moment is SDYTYCD. It is a great show whereby you can really see talented youngsters who dance all the way for the grand prize. The latest show shows on TV, they were on the stage of 20, and every 10 couples will perform their routine on the dance floor before three judges every week. So, catch the latest show every Tuesday, 10pm in Malaysia.

p/s: bz, bz dpt juak nangga TV tek eh.. hampang teh! ^_^

I didn't realize

2009-11-13T17:12:00.000+08:00

Some may not aware that they owned uncontrolled reflexes which constantly appears in times. Some of us do have habits that we practically couldn't let go since we were a child. Some might a thumb sucker, head banging, heels drumming, jealousy, anxiety,aggression, tossing the hair back, rocking, sniffing, shrugging shoulders, pursing of lips and much more.

Back in those days as a little girl, I developed a habits of nail biting. This usually shows whenever I get nervous, scares or if I'm thinking about something. Like most of us, I didn't realize this is my problem. Soon, I was 'awaken' by a stranger (can't remember who he/she was and what happened by then)who comes with the superstitious concept saying that I'm small and unwell in term of my growth because of this habit. Since then, I left my grossed behavior behind me.

Things wasn't stop there. I still remember my friends back in elementary school enjoys pinching their lower lips. By pinching them, the lower lips will be more cherry-reddish color. Of course I didn't do that. Instead, I bit my lower lips. And surprisingly, it is one of my uncontrollable habits that still going on until now. Sometimes I bit them too much which makes my lower lips portion looks swollen. (~~ala-ala Angelina Jolie konon.. hampeh!~~)

The worst is just about to be revealed, a habit that I do since 11 years of age. My unstoppable uncontrolled habit is pulling my curly hair. This is much much worst habit. I tend to pluck them off no matter where or when. If I'm writing, my other hands will do it's job. Or if I watched television, talking with friends in public, in the washroom, while I'm reading, you just name it. And for sure I leave my dead tracks of hairs on the ground. And guess who mumbling about that... My precious family. No matter how hard they scold me, I just can't control my habits. And what puzzled me, my hairs never less ever since. While some of my friends, their hair become less and looks thinner.

Whatever our habits are, it makes us special and unique, differ from others. Only we need to keep the pace down sometime (also a reminder for myself). The most important thing is, no matter what people say about you, don't make it overshadow you. My dearest readers, we all BEAUTIFUL no matter what because God created us the way He want us to be. Be thankful for that and don't let others can manipulate you. Self-management and optimism with our lives no matter how bad that day turns out to be. Cheers... Daaa...

p/s: if you care to share you habits, do drop a line or two to be share with others. Thanks... God Bless. (^_^)

From Games to Movies

2009-11-10T00:27:00.001+08:00

I think it had been a trend nowadays most movies were adapted by games. Few years back, some blockbusters movies like Doom, Hitman, and some more adapted from hitlist games of PS2, Xbox, or PS3. There will be another movie based on a famous games which own few series of its own. I'm talking about Prince of Persia. Yup guys... If you are a gamers like me, who enjoyed this games so much, I can't wait to see this movie on action. And the trailer had been released, I hope you will enjoy this trailer.

Since the trailed embedding disabled by request, I'll direct you to the site. For a sneak peak on the official movie trailer, Prince of Persia: Sand of Time [HD] Trailer and have fun!!!

p/s: can't wait for God of War to be put in action. This is one of the BEST EA games ever! I'll vote for Vin Diesel for this role!!!!!

Night to Remember

2009-11-08T17:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night I attended an annual dinner for SIDS in Betong. For those who didn't know what it is, SIDS means Serakup Indu Dayak Sarawak. (the community which runs by Dayak/Iban ladies in Sarawak). As for Betong divison, they are celebrating their 20th Anniversary yesterday. This NGO, supports the community in their role of being the women community for community. For more information about this community, do spend your time to read through what are the purpose of this community. You can CLICK HERE for more. FYI, I'm not one of the members of this community. Maybe in the future who knows.

As I mentioned earlier, I attended this dinner with my family. Non of the woman in my family members is a member of SIDS but we attend this dinner since we've been sponsored by generous person. Thanks a lot although I didn't know who he/she was. I just knew about the dinner early yesterday morning. So, I've to search for a dress for me to wear that noon. I've to 'korek' my wardrobe for a dress. And I wore a white and black dress. (I LOVE THESE COLOURS)

The dinner was bloomed by the present of Senator Datin Sri Empiang Jabu. She gaves her best advice about the roles of this community for society. And it is an honored to have her with us last night. But, I must say that it is not well-organized since the program all messed up. We have to wait for 30 minutes tops gap between the opening speech by the chairlady and the speech by Senator before Reverend (from Anglican Church) complete the ceremony with his blessings. As far as I can see, everyone start eating the appertiser provided for each tables earlier. And I can say that my tummy all grumbling with hunger since I took breakfast yesterday and skipped my lunch. :(

But the worst over at the mid program once the meals have been served. We have coldish, white plain rice, ginseng chicken soup, sweet and sour pork ribs, mix vegetables, roasted duck and fruits as a desserts. Some enjoyed their meals with beers and stouts. While enjoying our meal, there is a live band entertained us with some famous Iban's Songs. Mostly, I enjoyed listening to such as Flora by Jerry Kamit, Berkikis Bulu Betis by Anderson Ngalai, not forgetting Ricky Anderson's famous songs and much more.

Plus, I enjoyed watching a traditional dance of Orang Ulu so much. All the dancers were exclusively brought all the way from Kapit. Honestly, my eyes start watery when I saw the dance with that traditional music. ~~Sebak sebab aku anak dayak yang tak memperkembangkan seni warisan bangsa sendiri~~ unlike my sisters yang dua-dua belajar and even mastered the dance.

Then we have a competition between the adult women in Ratu Ibu Competition. Seven participants joined and each represents each divisons(can't remember which divisons....sorry). Also there is a segments of Lagu Sponsor, whereby each tables provided with five forms to be filled with who you want to sponsor to sing what song with the amount of sponsor is not less than RM30.00. To be honest, this what caused me home early last night. LOL... Two tables wished to sponsor me to SING!!!! OMG!!! Never gonna do that, ever! especially in public... So, I've start my engine and puffff disappeared, with the reason my nephew is tired and need to sleep. Mind about his parents, let them have fun.

Antara yang nak 'dera' aku menyanyi malam tadi. Peh!!!

By the time I made my moves last night, the party just getting started. Every tables had their alcohol drinks on their tables, music getting louder and everyone cheers around the table, with another tables, and so on. My experiences during last Gawai Dayak Annual Dinner scares me. I stayed all night with my ladies up until 6.00 am and when they sent me home, I didn't remember my home!!! Yikes! Luckily my friend knew my place. And never wish that to happen again. Dangerous!

That's all about the event last night. And there will be three (3) annual dinner ahead. School's annual dinner (theme-HAWAIAN), JKR annual dinner, and Christmas Dinner. Gosh! mana nak cari baju nih! And I'll end my little personal thoughts here. Will update soon once I'm not that busy with stuffs soon. Bye, Daaaaa.. Muaaaahxxxx.

Bicara kata

2009-11-06T13:39:00.001+08:00

Terlebih dahulu, saya nak mohan maaf kepada sesiapa yang terasa dan terluka dengan taburan barisan ayat yang saya akan bentangkan nanti ya.. Apa yang saya katakan adalah dimana ada lagi orang yang berfikiran stereotype yang memilih kawan. Kalau memilih kawan antara yang baik dan buruk itu, mungkin boleh saya terima dengan sewajarnya. Akan tetapi, ada makhluk ciptaan Tuhan yang membezakan antara darjat nama dan harta benda sebagai ukuran untuk dijadikan kawan.

Bukan saya sekadar mencipta spekulasi begini, tetapi ini adalah fakta yang saya saksikan saban hari. Seperti yang saya ungkapkan diatas tadi, hanya khusus untuk yang berfikiran stereotype. Dalam pemerhatian saya, didalam sebuah kumpulan itu, pasti wujudnya dua puak yang berbeza. Satu akan dihuni oleh mereka yang merasakan mereka adalah golongan yang berharta kemewahan, berduit ringgit, terkenal di kalangan sebaya, pendek kata standard dan kelas yang diagungkan. Dan satu lagi puak akan dihuni oleh golongan yang kurang berkemampuan, kurang berharta dan tak juga lupa kurang 'femes' nya.

Heran kerana dua puak ini mempunyai akal intelek yang sama ukuran nya. Dan golongan berstatus ini pasti takan bergaul dengan yang golongan yang mereka anggap out of their league ini. Kesian? Inilah yang saya saksikan saban hari, amnya berlaku diantara pelaku-pelaku wanita. Saya menggunakan perkataan wanita kerana golongan ini sudah jauh matang pemikirannya walaupun diusia yang muda. Sejujurnya, saya MENYAMPAH dengan perlakuan kumpulan yang pemilih ini. Kerana nama, pangkat, darjah, dan kebendaan, mereka hanya bergaul dengan yang serupa sahaja.

Akan tetapi, golongan terpinggir inilah yang saya sangat sayangi. Kerana mereka berpijak pada bumi yang nyata. Pedoman hidup mereka tinggi, nilai maruah kekayaan budi bahasa, tutur bahasa, tatasusila semuanya dijaga. Menjaga nama yang mereka bawa bersama kerana mereka IKHLAS dalam semua perkara. Kerana mereka inilah yang saya anggap wira wanita yang akan membangunkan nusa dan bangsa. Kerana mereka telah mengenal erti kehidupan keluarga yang bertungkus lumus memberikan pendidikan yang mereka perlu kecapi untuk mencapai impian kedua orang tua yang menanti kepulangan mereka dengan membawa ilmu-ilmu di dada.

Sebak dikala saya menguraikan barisan-barisan kata bicara kali ini kerana diri ini telah menjadi saksi kepada pemikiran yang berada di takuk yang lama ini. Sebak kerana penindasan emosi yang disaksikan tiap ketika. Sebak kerana pemikiran ini tercetus oleh kaum hawa sendiri. Sebak kerana dimanakah akan berakhirnya seketul 'batu' perlakuan yang angkuh ini?

Penat sudah saya menyaksikan sandiwara dunia ini kerana tidak akan ada penghujungnya. Tanggungjawab itulah yang harus saya tunaikan, dan saya laksanakan sebaiknya. Namun jauh disudut hati sayang yang dicurahkan adalah kepada mereka yang sewajarnya, kepada mereka yang layak menerimanya. Dan kerana sayang itulah, saya panjatkan doa yang lebih diatas perjuangan mereka agar tercapai hasrat yang diingini.

Fight for Hunger

2009-11-04T19:25:00.005+08:00

Good news for filmakers out there. There is a contest on filming against hunger. So far, there are six contestants that submitted their videos. For further details on this contest, you can check on Fighting Hunger Worldwide by World Food Program. And as for the prizes, there will be in two categories,one category for under 18 years of age whereby you can win a complete web video production kid digital video camera, tripod and editing software.

As for those aged over 18, you can win a trip with WFP to the front lines in fight against hunger, and make a video for WFP. The location will be secretly a surprise, a place where WFP will decide. But the promise is that, it is going to be an interesting place. For the previous winner for this category had visited Ethiopia.

So, for filmakers out there, what are you waiting for? You can win good prizes as the same time, you can strike against hunger. Good luck for those whose going to go for it, and all the best. (^_^)

XPM Magic!

2009-11-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

Mee 'Dawai' which I take for breakfast, every Monday and Thursday@ King Hin Cafe, Betong

Asam kari Kepala Ikan; Sugarbun spealities. Going back to Sarikei just for this.

Look, how much he loves his drumstick.

p/s: no editing added to any of this pics. Love ya XPM 5800

Think Twice!

2009-11-02T19:28:00.001+08:00

Some say life is sad, some might say life is just like a written poem by Shakespeare, "LIFE'S BRIEF CANDLE" so live to the fullest. I might say, life is the opportunity to do what it takes to make world a better place. Why I'm saying this? I couldn't imagine someone took away a life of a person who might be someone that will change the world in the future, or someone who will be SOMEONE. An innocent life which yet to discover this world and make this world a better place taken away. Sad, heartache and unbelievable for someone is willing to do such a worst thing to someone that they should gives all their love to.

Scary how serious this is? We all should be. I found out about horrible discovery in our society. Why there are still someone act like a beast? Every life had been conceived for a reason. This poor unfortunate soul is the greatest gift from God. The living soul given to save other living thing, yet irresponsible person took it away. The weirdest thing is, more of this cases happened in Third World Country. Why do something like that? Does that person have guilt with her or him when they did this? So many questions play in my mind right now. Gosh, why???

Before I'm irritating you with my Qs, which I'm asking myself or before I said stupid thing, it is better for me to end my entry right here. Last but not least, think before anything happen and be responsible for one's own act. Daaa... Hmmm.

One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six

2009-11-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

Six... yes, the number of demons that possessed young Emily Rose. Wondering why I'm mentioning this? Apparently last night I'm frustrated because of the wireless defection, me and my bf (babyfruit@nephew) watched movie on AXN, The Exorcism of Emily Rose. To be honest, I lost my counts how many times I watch this movie and every time I watch it till the end. It never fails me. My tears drop at the end of the movie.

Recall back the first time I watched this movie with my family in cinema. Spooked, goosebumps, and everything that scared me could ever imagine. This movie is the real deal. It is based on true story and the voices that they played in the movie are the real voices of demons that captured in the recorder. Scary? Hell yeah! But towards the end, I could feel the warm bright light embraced me. Why? Because God never leaves us. No matter how hard, pain and miserable our life is. He knows every single of it. And through Emily Rose, the story of the unseen realm being told. And she is willing to be the medium to tell the world this is real.

I'm not the right person to give you advice or I'm not an angelic person myself but God is always with us no matter how much you think that He neglected us. He loves us. Every religion that is, we know God cares for us. This movie touch me since I watched it 4 years ago.

Here is a part that really scared me since it is the real voice played in this movie.

TV Reality Shows

2009-10-28T23:42:00.001+08:00

Lately, I'm following another reality Tv show, SYTYCD (So You Think You Can Dance) on Starworld Channel 711. It is a great TV show. Love to see the contestants move their way to impress the judges. Some really good and some aren't good enuff. So, you get the idea how it looks like thou. Currently, SYTYCD is showing it's Season 4 in Malaysia and its region countries, I guess.

This reminds me of another reality Tv show back in Bulgarian Idol. The song "Ken Lee" or "without You" by Mariah Carey sang by local contestant who ermmm... I must say, brave enuff to sing an English song w/h a proper language class. I like her thou

Halloween

2009-10-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

After watching Max on Cinemax, and StarMovies about vampires and werewolves, makes me wondering how its feel to celebrate Halloween in Malaysia? If its celebrated worldwide, how much would you like to spend on your costume and candies? Is it going to be scary just the way movies play on screen or it is really fun? (kesian...)

If you ask me, if I'm given a chance to celebrate Halloween, I would go for Vampire's Bride Costume for every year. But of course with different perspectives. Hahahaaa.. If you been following me since I'm started blogging, for my previous entry I did mention why I'm crazy about Vampire's Bride for sure with some reason.

p/s: Happy Halloween for those who are going to celebrate it. Daaaa... Muaaahx

Do You Miss Me?

2009-10-26T20:09:00.001+08:00

Lol.. Hmmm.. Who cares if you missed me or not, but I missed you guys a lot since I'm away for a while last weekend. Can't tell you how much I'm addicted to publish my entry each day. The funny thing is, I feel awkward after a short break from blogging. The same exact feeling the way I feel when I first blogging in last June.

Whatever it is, I found this cute vc in Youtube which I think, it might could chill you day (or night). And where ever you are, enjoy, God bless you. Daaaa... Muaaahhhxxx. (^_^)

p/s:Happy Birthday to my dearest nephew, Maximilian Ferdinand Culen for his 10th birthday today. Last weekend is all about him..... How his parents love him so much. The birthday mood was aired around since early last week and tonight is the night. -->to Pippy: Wish you all the best among the best in your life for years to come. Iyak and the rest of us love you!!!! MUAHHHHXX....

What Would You Do?

2009-10-22T18:07:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, I'm back... Thanks to my bro-in-law who went to Sarikei to check what caused our internet disconnection. Hah! Baru tau.. if we make a complaint, it might took a week for them to settle everything up. But once you were there, talked with them, everything turns beautiful right infront of your eyes.

Anyway, this is not what I'm gonna blog about. I just wanna tell that I'm not going to blog starts from tomorrow till Sunday, or Monday at least. I'm off to have a moment with my family for this weekend. Where at? Shhh.... Takut org culik saya nanti. (as if lah mcm ada yg nak culik pon! Perasan!!!!). Nak kata ~~kaya~~, miskin pulak. Nak kata ~~cantik~~, huduh pulak. Nak kata ~~bernilai sangat~~ sampai nak culik, worthless pulak tapi cuma sekadar insan biasa ciptaan Tuhan yang mana seorang insan yang hina lagi berdosa. huhuhu. There is no reasons for that.. (^_^). I'm safe!!! hahaha...

As usual, I'll be sharing a nice vc for an entertainment. Have fun, enjoy your weekend, bless you, and take care. Daaaa... Muahhhxxx..

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Xtra work

2009-10-20T16:29:00.002+08:00

This week, I have to do 2 jobs in a day. Morning session, an educator and in the evening sports report editor. Gosh, I need 2 paychecks end of this month! Hahaha.. just kidding. It might tired for me, turun petang for the whole week but then, its fun because I can learn double job in one time. Becoming editor wasn't easy or hard as it might look. But still, I have to squeeze out all my brain to fill my bulletin as informative yet fun for students, athletes and coaches to read. Hard wooo, I tell you! tengok jer my pix tu..

Hah! there you go.. sampai pulling my hair tu, even put on my mean, tense, face on. Just imagine I'll be like this for the whole week.. Scary!!!! Hmm.. but then, I don't have to look around for Halloween costume. Sure this one scary enough to go for 'trick or treat'.

Anyhow, I'll be updating this entry with my latest bulletin page once I've done 'conteng2' the script. And before I forget, I'll won't be online from tonight till next week. Got problem with our streamyx connection. Curse on that thing. Sumpah jadi katak or jd tikar terbang, then baru dia tahu.. (hmm, as if!). But I really hope I can online though... Crossed my fingers.. Got to go now, take care and God bless u'ollz (Andy, bg tau Tqah I pinjam kejap k.. tak usah kenakan royalti lah. I org miskin. Huhuhu). Daaa... Muaahhxxxxxxxxxxx.

What to find?

2009-10-19T18:32:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been to the bookstores looking for good books among hundreds upon hundreds of books staring back at you? Leaving you no clue of what to read, what to look for or what great books in that bookstore? How would one knows which books offered pleasure once you read them?

As I read a lot, bought lots of books, here are some tips that help me to look for great books.

1. Read the top selling lists. There is a reason why some of those books are selling so good. Okay, so some of it has to do with good advertising, and great publicity. But a lot of it comes down to a hard truth. A book will make the top sellers lists because they are actually good book to read. I have to go with Anne Rice for the Best Selling Author for her mysterious, scandalous and goth sensation in her works.

2. Ask the sales clerks at the bookstore for their opinion. If you tell them the type of book you are interested in reading, they are sure to have an opinion or two to share with you. This also holds true with librarians. There are a reason many people works at bookstores. One is the money and two is the love for books and reading. Fictions, non-fiction, autobiographical, history, journal any types that you can name of. This guys know better than anyone at the store.

3. Open the book and read the inside jacket sleeve. Then glance at the first couple of paragraphs. Sometimes you can just tell from that first page if a book is going to be one you will like or not. Though this will take your time, but its worthwhile for you to glance over.

4. Ask your friends what their favorites are. Who knows, they may even have a copy to share with you. As I like to share good books with my friends, who knows your friends might share some of their fav with you. I love to share motivational books with my friends to inspire themselves with great motivational words, journal even fictions character that can burst one's confident.

5. Look at the artwork. Who knows if the art work appeals to you, they book may. Some may say, don't judge a book by its cover. But good artwork illustration can surely catch one's eye. And yeah, we can deny that great graphic attracts you more.

So, there you have it. Once a while, spend your time to stroll around town and enter a bookstore and get a book that can keep you mind off something that bother you. Books can travel you to every part of the world without spend a single penny on airfare. Lol...

Either Paramore or King of Leon fans out there might enjoy cover song by King of Leon sang by Paramore. And if you are both fans, then you will jump up high like myself.

Hari Minggu Yang.....

2009-10-18T12:31:00.001+08:00

Selamat pagi semua.. Terdetik pula hati ini nak mem-blogkan entri ku kali ini dalam bahasa. Tatkala ku menjelajah blog-blog yang ada di luar sana, seronok pulak baca nukilan dalam bahasa.

Bertemankan lagu-lagu jiwang lagi indah yang sedang mendendangi telinga ku kala ini, terfikir pula apa aku nak buat. Yelah, hari-hari aku buat rutin yang sama. Nak buat sesuatu yang gempak lah hari ni.. tapi apa yek?

Nak aku buat catwalk kat tengah jalan raya tu, panas lah.. lagipun aku ni tak ada rupa yang sikit pun persis model. Nak nyanyi, kang ribut petir yang dapat menerbangkan atap-atap rumah orang-orang kaya pulak nanti..Nak menari, aku kongkang! Mawi pun gelak kalau dia tengok aku menari. HUH!!Nak ke Singapura, takde saudara dan tak mampu nak pergi Shangri-la..(Eh, salah.. tengah layan lagu Untuk Dia dari Sleeq).

Nak pergi piknik, takde orang nak pergi ngan aku. Konon esok hari Isnin, hari ni nak berehat. Yelah, aku faham.huhuhu.. Nak tgk tv, lebih baik aku layan lepak kat blog yang aku paling suka tu.

Hah.. itu dia, aku pergi jalan-jalan pakai kereta.. eh, kereta masuk workshop lah.. Tak dapat masuk gear reverse. Mcm2 ulah kereta yang uzur itu.. Oh ye, lupa pulak.. Aku baru je dapat lesen 'P' beberapa bulan yang lalu.. Yeeeeayy.. Kesian kan.. Dah dekat 25 tahun baru dapat lesen. huhuhu..

Lebih baik aku ceritakan kisah aku baru dapat lesen kan... Bulan Julai yang lepas tu, aku bawak lah keta tu drive sendiri pergi sekolah, yang tak sampai 5 minit pun.. Seawal pukul 6 pagi aku dah turun sekolah. Ye... biasa lah tu.. lady driver. Balik dari sekolah, aku lah org yang paling last balik. Kawan2 pulak takut tengok aku drive. Bila aku nak masuk simpang 3,berhadapan dengan sebuah sekolah rendah, aku pula membelok sampai ambik jalan arah bertentangan..(memang aku kat land sebelah)

Kebetulan pulak ada sebuah Pajero datang dari arah bertentangan. Gabra I tau... Apa lagi, aku break mengejut, tarik hand break, terus matikan enjin kereta. Takut dengan kereta yang besar tu sedangkan aku naik kancil je.. Nasib baik lah si pemandu tu baik hati.. Dia memang dah slow dari jauh. Pastu berhenti sebab nak bagi aku jalan dulu.

Aku pun segera hidupkan enjin kereta, pastu belah lah.. MALU!!! Tapi sempat jugak aku angkat tangan kat dia.. Nasib baik aku cute hari tu.. Sebab tu dia terpikat sikit kot.. Ahakss.. Perasan! Sampai kat rumah jer, Bergetar-getar tangan, terus bagi tau kat emak. Emak pun marah sebab dalam aku memandu, aku tak suka tekan break! Jadi masa masuk simpang tu, memang aku tak break pun.. Ala2 rally gitu.

Hah! Bingit telinga nih. Sampai sekarang aku masih lagi tak berapa suka nak tekan break kalau memandu. Tetapi, dalam proses nak jinak2 kan diri. Jadi, the moral of the story, jangan pula selalu break.. Annoying lah! Tapi berpada2 lah bila nak break!.. --> Peringatan untuk diriku sendiri.

Sekarang ni, usah korang tanya. Takde seorang pun nak tumpang aku kalau aku drive.. huhuhu.. Bermaksud lah tu.. Aku faham... Kesian aku yang cute nih.. Hahaha..

Setakat ni jer aku cerita ye.. Mem beso panggil nun.. Aku pergi jenguk jap. Time hari minggu panas ni memang aku malas sikit. Oh ya, minggu depan ada hari sukan sekolah yang berlangsung selama 3 hari. Minggu depan aku cerita lagi k... Daaaa.. Muahhhxx..

p/s: buat Shiloh yang suka bangat sama ini lagu...

Coming Soon in 2010

2009-10-17T14:10:00.000+08:00

Good news for all the animation cartoons lovers out there. Toy Story 3 will be heading its way towards your cinema next year. There will be another adventure for these toys since Andy is growing up and going to college. What will happens to these toys? Can't wait for this movie hit the cinema in next summer. We missing all the actions, fun and excitement of this animation cartoon. So, lets check out the trailer for Toy Story 3.

Now,move on to another vc that I thought quite interesting. The 1st runner up of Akademi Fantasia 7, Aril own cam video for his new singel- Menatap Matamu. Very interesting vc since he is very flamboyant, and funny yet stylo. I enjoy watching this vc so much, and I hope you enjoy it too... Daaa.. Muahhxx. Happy Sabbath Day for all Christians, and Happy Saturday to all..

Damn Them!

2009-10-16T21:24:00.004+08:00

Suit that shoutout, I'm pissed with those who lies to me. Damn them... Are they think that I'm too naive to be fooled??? DAMN!! Gosh, I never been this angry. How do you feel if someone you trust the most lied to you? How do you feel when you know they lied but yet defensing themselves? This whole incident reminds me off Ms. Keavy's entry few weeks ago about Pinoccio.

It all happens when I text someone that I trusted the most, and asked where she is. She told that she with my sister at coffee shop. Okay, fine then. But my lovely mom keep asking me to text this person. So, I went to the scene and surprisingly, she wasn't there. And so, I text her again asking where she is. And what a big fat liar she was!!!! She mentioned that she still there just about to go home. Goshh... am I that stupid?! No where her nor my sister is around. Fine if they were at some place. But I never thought that she would lied to me. I was there, at that place she mentioned and yet she still lying. And when I told her that I didn't see her there, she told me that she's at somewhere else just a minute earlier. Hello!!!! I was at the scene by the time I asked her where she was when she told me that she was there. Then I told her I didn't see her, she told that she's somewhere else at that time. Am I dumb?? This person can't be trusted at all. She's a type of person that I'll never ever trust again.

It's my nature. Either you lie to me or just be honest to me although truth might kills me. But I prefer to go with truth because I can look at that person without any sceptic thinking of mine. Mine is simple. Once you lie, I never trust you forever. That's the truth. It is hard for me to trust that person again in the future. And for this person, its even worst. I told her not to lie to me. OMG!!! She keeps saying she was there and even I'm the one she blame on. What cause? For not trusting her!

Evelyn, I'm no way gonna text you again, far more than seeing you or hang out. You are A BIG FAT LIAR.. There, I said it again. She's never know I had blog anyway. If she do, so be it. I'm pissed off. My hands trembling with anger. Only God knows how much I'm pissed right now.

People do makes mistakes. Yes. I can forgive her if she admit she's lying but she turns everything all around. It feels like dog chasing its own tail without ending. Will see if I can forgive her in future. But at the moment. I'm too angry because she said I didn't trust her. I don't care if she somewhere else or wherever she went. She lied, fine. But she lied, defensed herself, blaming me although the facts is all there.

Whatever the truth is, you can hit me with truth, even if its bitter for me. I prefer that way. Because I can live with this person around me...

That's about it. I'm gonna take off right now, to calm myself down. I hate I'm this way. I hate if I had to hate her.. So, good night, see ya all tomorrow. Oh yeah, before that catch the video below. Your view can help them. Thank you... Daaa... Muaaahxxx.

Customise Your Google

2009-10-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

Do you love google that much? If you do, did you ever think of having your own name appear on the Google web browser? You sure can do that.. Here's some instructions for you to customise your Google web page. If you are free enough, do Click Here

This page will appear.

This prompt will appear. If you block your popup setting, temporarily enable the setting for this web.

Type anything that you like. As for mine, I'm preferring 'Littlemsangel'.

Walla... done. Next step is to bookmark the page and you will have your own Google web browser with your preferred name on it.. Try for yourself.. Daaaa.. Muaaahxx

More about me...

2009-10-14T21:33:00.004+08:00

1.Someone tells you they love you, you say...
- awww.....

2.If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
- my dream car and an island as my secret sactuary, donate half to those less fortunate.

3.Do you miss anyone?
- Yes...my schoolmate friends, my 'U' friends

4.Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
- my sister

5.Do you like your bed?
- Yes. A lot

6.Will this weekend be a good one?
- Absoultely!!!

7.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
- Hard to say

8.How is your hair?
- Shoulder length ;)

9.Do you like your life as of now?
- i'm not just like it..but i'm LOVING it!!!!

10.Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
- Hmm...why not if it's from my long lost friends

11.Do you drink coffee?
- once in a while

12.Does anyone call you babe or baby?
- nop

13.What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
- Sleep!!!

14.Do you like surprises?
- Depends.

15.What are your plans for the future?
- I did plan something from my future but, who knows what might happen next...

16.Have you ever set foot in a tanning bed?
- Never ever and never will...

17.Do you make your bed everyday?
- yes

18.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant what is your reaction?
- Congratulation!

19.Do you like pasta?
- My favourite

20.Whisper or shout?
- Why whisper when you can shout? Kidding! Hey, can you please talk normal?

21.Swim or run?
- Swim

22.When did somebody tell you they loved you?
- hhmmm..

23.Last person to annoy you?
- my student, who tickled me from behind! how dare dia...

24.Do you wish your hair was shorter or longer than it currently is?
- Longer

25.Do you have a secret that less than 3 people know about?
- yes

26.Have you ever had a phone conversation with someone who lived in a different state?
- Once...

27.Do you and your best friend have the same cell company?
- Most of them...

28.Are you good at persuading?
- depends

29.Are there a lot of people in your house?
- 6 of us (my family members and me)

30.Does the same person call you every single day?
- No.

31.Last call received from who??
- My Mum...

32.What are you doing tonight?
- Stay online

33.Do you have a guy friend you tell everything to?
- hhmmm... yes.

34.Are you friends with more guys or girls?
- both equally

35. Video that you watching right now?

My Favourite Iban Alternative Rock Band Group

2009-10-12T21:50:00.001+08:00

Since last year, I was overwhelmed by the performances of Ethnic Transmission, based in Sarawak. Thanks a zillion to my sister, Jessy who 'introduced' me to this group. Not surprised knowing that this group won an award last year. (sorry can't remember the category). D.J MA, if you drop by do share with us ok..

And it's been a while I didn't post any vc on my entry, therefore, the next vc would be the song that brought the name of this group to the Iban Music's Industry. Hope all the best for these guys... Daaa.. Muaahhxxx...

p/s: missing 2pm performances with Jay around..

Wuhuuu... Ada contest!!

2009-10-12T11:00:00.002+08:00

For all my respectful readers, there is a contest hosted by MyBreakfastClub . The first contest that ever hosted at mybreakfastclub. There are many prizes to be won. Just create the most creative slogan and who knows you can get a chance to win. The closing date will be on November 4. For more information just have a click on the link above. Thank you... Daaa.. Muahhxx...

Move over, I would like to apologize to all the Muslims readers in advance. Due to my irresponsible acts of 'lil brother' (not biological brother), and his friends who disrespect the Muslims, I am deeply sorry on behalf of him and his friends if you see the vc on youtube or anywhere. This is an ashameful act that they put their own beliefs and name in disgrace.

As we are 1Malaysia, they should not do something like that. But, teens just being teen who can't think wisely and in fact they just make an issue of sensitivity. Gosh, I'm so disappointed with their actions. And again, I'm so sorry for what they did if you ever come across the vc. I'm very ashamed of what they did.

Durian Oh Durian

2009-10-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

Kemarin aku pergi ke Sri Aman dengan kawanku yang juga merupakan seorang daripada guru sandaran tidak terlatih dengan ku untuk melihat pameran kerjaya yang dianjurkan oleh Jabatan Tenaga Kerja. Seawal pukul 5 pagi lagi aku dah dibangunkan dengan bunyi dentuman guruh dan kilat yang sambung menyambung yang kemudiannya disusuli dengan hujan lebat yang seolah-olah ingin membantutkan usaha aku nak pergi cari kerja... Tapi, aku tetap kuatkan semangat. Kami berangkat dari Betong ke Sri Aman pada jam 9.30 pagi dan pada jam 11.00 kami pun sampai di tempat yang ingin ditujui.

Bertempat di Dewan Suarah Sri Aman, pameran kerjaya itu berlangsung, maka mata kami pun meliar-liar mencari apakah tawaran kerja yang bersesuaian dengan latarbelakang pendidikan kami. Tapi sayangnya, rata-rata peluag pekerjaan ditawarkan untuk mereka yang mempunyai latarbelakang dalam agriculture dan engineering selain daripada terbuka untuk lepasan SPM dan STPM. Jadi, kami pun terus pergi meneruskan agenda yang ada, iaitu mengisi perut yang sudah kelaparan kerana dari pagi tidak bersarapan. Dalam sedap-sedap kami menjamu selera, kami menerima panggilan telefon daripada guru-guru Melayu yang datang dari Semenanjung. Mereka menjemput kami untuk menghadiri rumah terbuka Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Untuk tidak melukakan hati mereka yag telah mengundang, kami berdua pun pergi berangkat balik ke Betong pada pukul 12.30, dan oleh kerana kami sudah kekenyangan, ditambah pula dengan banyak kenderaan lain yang masing-masing menuju ke destinasi yang diingini, jadi kami tiba di Betong pada pukul 2.30. Sesampai di rumah terbuka itu, aku masih lagi kekenyangan namun mataku sangat jahat lagi kejam! tengok jer makanan dia nak suruh aku rasa semua. Kebetulan pulak ada nasi kerabu Kelantan.. Aku tak pernah cuba, jadi memang mataku menang lah untuk saat itu. Aku makan lagi.. hoh!! Sedap nyer nasi kerabu Kelantan tu.. Ini buat aku pandai teringin nak makan esok-esok... Tak cukup dengan itu, aku berebut dengan budak-budak makan keropok lagi.. aduh, kejam nya aku! hahaha..

Perjalanan tak berhenti setakat itu saja. Pada pukul 4.00 petang, kami berdua berangkat pergi ke Sarikei pulak sebab kawan aku nak shopping beli barang kat sana. Jadi kami pun berangkat ke Sarikei dan kira pada pukul 5.30 kami sampai di Sarikei dan apa lagi... Shopping spree... Banyak orang jual buah durian di Sarikei. Aku nak beli bawa balik, tapi ada 2 masalah. Pertama, aku tumpang kereta kawan dan yang kedua kalau aku beli pun, bukan aku pandai nak pilih. Daripada aku jadi Tipah Tertipu, lebih baik aku tak beli langsung. Jadi aku batalkan niat ku. Kemudian aku dan kawan ku pergi makan 'bubur tepung' Sarikei. Salah satu speciality kat Sarikei... Dan kira2 pukul 7.30, kami pun berangkat balik ke Betong. Perjalanan balik mengambil masa sejam setengah dan pada pukul 9.00 malam, aku sampai di rumah. 'Bos' aku dah beberapa kali telefon, nasib tu kakak sulung ku takda kat rumah sebab dia ikut suami tercinta pergi K.L.

Sesampai je aku kat rumah, aku terhidu sesuatu... Aku tanya kat mak aku, apa bau yang memenuhi ruang udara rumah kami. Alangkah terkejut nya aku apabila aku masuk ke dapur. Anda lihat sendiri ya...

Semua ni berharga RM80. Buah durian yang dijual oleh kawan kakak sulung ku. Buah daripada kebun sendiri katanya. Terima kasih sebab sudi hantar buah durian yang enak itu ke rumah kami... terharu saya. Sekurang-kurangnya niat aku nak makan buah durian malam tadi jadi kenyataan. Aku pun menghabiskan sebiji buah durian tu tanpa pertolongan sesiapa pun. Penat dalam perjalanan yang pergi menjelajah 3 buah daerah dalam sehari itu hilang setelah aku menikmati durian.. hahaha.. Akibatnya, aku panas badan sepanjang malam. Padah aku yang gelojoh lagi tamak haloba. Makan saja aku semalam. Jadi hari ni, aku nak kurangkan selera makan aku untuk hari ni.

Setakat ini sahaja nukilan dari aku hamba yang hina ini.. Semoga berjumpa lagi pada entri yang akan datang... Daaaa.. Muaaahxx...

Tribute to St. Clement Kindergartenian

2009-10-10T22:30:00.003+08:00

St. Clement Kindergarten 1989

One of my childhood friends back since I'm in kindergarten posted our pix back then in facebook. It was our end of the year class photo. I'm missing those days. Waaa... I'm about to cry when I saw the pix. Hmm... to be honest, I lost my words for today's entry. The pix was taken on my first year of kindergarten. Meaning... I was 5 years old by that time. hahaa.. we did look a bit like students at Hogwarts. Try to guess where I am.. :)

p/s: Click the pix to enlarge the view

Whats Your Flava'

2009-10-09T18:40:00.002+08:00

The hot wheather just makes me feel cold drinks isn't enough to satisfy my desires to chill myself. I search for something that can indulge myself. And there it was. One just not enough for me, so I consumed two of them. Ahh... I'm in heaven back then. Ice cream... Gosh, I'm relieved because atleast I can satisfied my 'need'. Thou my favourite flava' mint ice cream with chocolate chip on top... (slurrrp...yummy) is no way near me at this point, but the chocolate flavor is just enough.

This makes me remind the good old days. Me and my sister used to ask our grandpapa to buy us some ice-cream every evening. Our parents were not at home by that hour. So, the kids are bullying their grandpapa.. Seriously just kidding. We won't want any ice-cream or popsicle ice-cream. We want the one that the old man with ice-cream cart on his motocycle.

Guess what, three of us will wait for that old man by the door (grandpapa had been forced to join us because we need adult's supervision whenever we step outside the front door). Two girls versus one old man, so the girls won and there we are. Sitting patiently for the other old man with his ice-cream cart. The main reason why we like to buy his ice-cream because, we were sympathize with him selling ice-cream on the hot wheather. If its a grown adult that aged 30-40 years old, we won't be waiting for him like that.

Anyway, I still remember our discussion back then. My sister told me," Kasih mai meda apai tuai nya bejual aiskrim panas-panas neh Iak,?" "Nyak meh, ni bala anak ia neh? Enti ia aus, angat kini, tau kini ia makai aiskrim jual ia empu nya?" You can guess whose dialogue that was. Our grandpapa just smile there listening to our conversation without saying a word. Maybe that makes him feel glad that he had a wonderful family to take care of him.. Eh, merepek pulak... Back to main point here, so we waited there every evening having one each for three of us until we moved out from that neighbourhood.

How about you? Whats your favourite? Do share with me,ok... Daaa.. Muahxxx

Chocolate flavor ice cream

Vanilla Flavor

Strawberry Flavor

So, which one is your favourite among all?

Oh!!!! My favourite!!

p/s: Endun, I know you must be reading this.. Hehehe. bongkar rahsia pengawa kami tiga maia kitak nadai di rumah. Enti maia dik pulai cuti ari UNIMAS, imun kami tiga.. hahhaaaa....

Can't believe it!!

2009-10-08T18:35:00.004+08:00

Recently I discovered that I'm quite a well-known temporary teacher here. Geez, it seems that everywhere around the school, there will be students who will shouting calling my name just to get my attention. Wooo.... pretty scary thou. In addition, if I talked to one group of students, others will make their 'jello' faces and soon they will try as hard as they can to get my attention. Am I that famous ka??? Hahaha..

Okay,okay lets forget about that. Waking up this morning, I'm pretty much in gloom, although I try as hard as I can to sing my happy songs. But then, my students make my day. They cheers me with their behaviour... Old enough to be parents back in 50s,60s eras but still acting like kindergartens children. Hahaha. Biul pala, kacau jiwa. I have to go with their flow and persuading techniques comes next and walla, miracle happens!! In the end, the class won't be too formal and too serious.

Anyway, soon my day becomes more blissful because...... it's payday.. Yeay!!! Whole month of hard work, shouting my lungs out, inhaling dusty chalks, but well, thats sacrifies. But hey, its 'ka ching, ka ching' ($$$$). Wait!!! There are no place to spend here..huhuhu. Oh well, its my saving calls then. Hmmm...

Here's an entertainment for my dearest readers. A classic song, which I enjoy listening to. Hope you do to. Daaaa... Muahxxxx.

Song from my deep heart

2009-10-07T18:06:00.002+08:00

by Stondak

Each time I laugh, no one hears me in pain,
Each time I wear my smile,so no one sees me cry,
Each time I be happy as a bee, no one really sees I'm screaming,
Oh dear heart of mine.

I would run from here to a place I never known,
But I'm tied with reality,
I would fly, up in the sky,
But I'm to tiny to spread my wings and fly,

They saw me full of colour,
But they don't see me empty,
They said I'm in bliss,
I'm content but my heart in excruciating.

Why you so my dear heart? I didn't see you cry,
Why you are so hollow? I didn't see you cry,
Why are you hurt? I didn't see you cry,
Why are you in such a pain? I'm sorry if you cry.

I can't run,
So I made you a promise dear heart,
I can't fly,
So I take care of you my heart,

For I will keep you freeze,cold as an ice,
May you would not hurt again,
For I will keep far you away,in a chest no one ever found you,
Let me empty inside.

She Won't Cry
by Jppoet

You see the pain that lies in her eyes,
But, alas, her eyes are dry,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the anger that burns from her gaze,
The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the fear that closes her eyes,
The smile she wears is but a disguise,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the hope that is finally dead,
She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the love that lies within,
But she shall never love again,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes,
No one saw her die inside,
They won't cry.
No, they won't cry.

How can this be?

2009-10-06T20:06:00.001+08:00

Having a habit of dropping comments here and there to my friends' Facebook shoutout box, makes me wonder how can I get stuck with the nick "Nenek"(Granny). LOL... Since high school my friends been calling me that name, to be exact--> Form 3. Yup... there how it started.

Six friends (including me) who loves to gather around and talked about anything.. normal girls do by the way.. One of us used to say "kanji" or pervert each time anyone touch her purposely or concidentally. We called her "kanji" since then. The other one loves to laugh, so we called her "sot", something like "loose wire". And there are "gila"(crazy one), and the other two, I hardly can recalled their nick...

You must be wonder how I get my name right... Can't tell you because I can't remember why they called me by that name. Keavy, I need your resque on this one.. Ahaks.. If I'm not mistaken was it because I always supply sweets to our friends in class? And eventually, it became my habits till we finished our high school, even thou we were not in the same stream after that. And whenever I walk by their class, they ~~"kitto"~~ said, "Nek, minta ubat (sweets)". Sweet memories indeed. Do you have nicknames back in school? If you do, so share yah...

P/S: Keavy, I can't remember your nick as well... Do refresh my memory gurl.. Hihihihi

Don't cha' think your Granny rocks?!! Hahaha..

Something for ladies

2009-10-05T16:45:00.005+08:00

I've been tagged by my friend in Facebook regarding a note. This note as a guide or something for the ladies out there.

The 6 Men You Shouldn’t DateShare
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 at 10:28pm
by Glamour Magazine, on Tue Feb 3, 2009 8:55am PST

In a relationship public service announcement, Jake tells us whom to avoid (himself included!).

Like all men, I’ve committed some royal screwups when it comes to women. But as your resident male columnist, I’ve also made some observations about different types of daters that deserve to be passed along. Consider this your road map for where you don’t want to go in your love life.

1. Rebound Guy ( LAKI BOK 2-3 ARI BREAK NGN EX-GF NYA)

Knowing how bummed I’ve been since my ex Claudia left for Europe, my buddy tried to set me up with his “hot coworker.” Very kind of him, but I declined. With my heart stuck in international customs, there’s no way I could make a connection. Not that I wasn’t tempted. We men secretly hope we’ll never have to deal with our feelings and instead can “fix” our sadness with a new woman. Problem is, we’re always comparing her to the ex—how she is in bed, how her butt looks in jeans. Real mature stuff that you’d be wise to avoid by dating us after we’ve healed.

2. Disappearing Guy (LAKI YANG SUKA HILANG2)

Some seemingly normal guys have a bad habit of vanishing. Excuses like “work’s really busy” may be true, but there’s often something else going on. My old roommate tried to woo his new girlfriend while still dating his old one. I also know someone who told a woman he was single in New York, although he was married in Ohio. Both guys checked out for days at a time.

When you’re just starting to date, it’s not like you’re tracking a person’s every movement. Still, the giveaway is erratic contact—is he in touch every day and then suddenly MIA? Does he often cancel plans? Or does he suddenly want to meet up in an hour, after not calling all week? Beware. 5 secrets all guys keep from you!

3. Slick Guy( MAT SPEDO @ EKSEN JAK LEBEH)
With his sporty car, high-tech cell phone and Swedish designer toothbrush, my college roommate managed to hide his insecurity behind hip stuff. He never let women get close for fear they’d find him out. So women wound up feeling rejected when he was the one who sucked.

My advice: If his life looks like a magazine spread, steer clear. Say what you will about the guy who has a painting of poker-playing dogs or a mountain of laundry, but I promise you this: He’s real.

4. Rude Guy (LAKI KURANG AJAR!)
I’m amazed at what men get away with. A partial list of nasty moves I’ve witnessed: checking out the waitress, fiddling with a BlackBerry during dinner, asking the cute bartender for her number when his date is in the bathroom. If a man lets the door slam shut instead of opening it for you, make that all the closure you need.

5. Grabby Guy (LAKI NOK SUKA MERABA2.**bangsat aee)
Hands on thighs, stroking things that didn’t ask to be stroked, sexual innuendos when you barely know each other—he may try to explain these things with an “Oh, I’m so attracted to you I can’t help it” line. But no matter how smokin’ hot you are, he can help it. And if you’re not getting the respect you want early on, he probably won’t surprise you with it later.

6. Last Year’s Guy (EX-BF KOMPUN)
Long nights and a fear of being single forever can make going back to an ex seem mighty attractive. I’ve been guilty of it twice, both during lonely times in the dead of winter. Recycling romance seemed far easier than the unknown, and it was...for the two months before we rediscovered exactly why we broke up in the first place. What’s the lesson here? Move forward, not back. And know that it’s better to be out there looking than stuck on a couch with some guy you’re just going to wind up dumping anyway. He might be happy, but you deserve more.

(P/s: I copied and pasted her notes. No single word added or deleted. It doesn't mean that you-ladies have to be anti-men or picky. Just choose the right one. One told me that, a good person meant to be with a good person indeed).

Okay, now switch your mood. I mean it!!! Hahaha.. Gosh! I dugg on the youtube and fun stuffs poppep unstoppable. Since I'm a fan of Kpop, (geez, I wonder whose to blame hoh? LOL) I found myself just couldn't stop browsing Again & Again vids... What I like about the next vid is, I was amased by those children... They really make my day. Hehehhe.. so cute. How about you watch the clip and do drop your comment. Thank you... Daaa, Muahhxxx....

p/s: oh, Nickhun..melting I.. LMAO. Luckily for him I know he's not into me..hahaha.

What Say You?

2009-10-04T19:33:00.002+08:00

I enjoy snap here and there so much. And I'm sure some do enjoy photography too. So, here clip of unique and great photos that really gives me inspiration what to snap next time.

p/s: sisters, mom, and 'babyfruit', I won't take candid pixs anymore especially when you guys sleeping. Hehehe...

More Unique Photos - The best bloopers are a click away

Enjoy!

Aneh tapi Benar?????

2009-10-03T18:51:00.003+08:00

Hari ni tiba masa nya aku berbahasa Melayu setelah sekian lama (uiks, macam lah lama sangat) sudah mem-blogkan blog aku dalam bahasa asing. Kihkih... Banyak kejadian yang berlaku hari ni. Tanpa ku duga, keluarga ku telah membuat ~~lawatan~~ balik kampung. Aku gunakan term 'lawatan' kerana kami balik kampung untuk beberapa jam saja. Itu pun bukannya balik kampung pergi rumah panjang. Cuma jalan-jalan cari makan kat pasar. Hahaha...(rindu sangat kat specialities kat Sarikei).

Nak dijadikan cerita, sebaik saja sampai kat Sarikei, kami terus pergi ke Sugarbun sebab 'babyfruit' ku nak makan nasi ayam kat sana. Yang lain-lain makan kari asam kepala ikan, vegetable claypot dan fish fillet. Yang buat dapat jenguk syurga tu kari asam kepala ikan. Enak sehingga habis menitis air mata dan ~~hingus~~. lol. (Sorry kerana terlalu asyik, aku tak sempat nak ambik gambar untuk tatapan kalian).

Selepas itu, tiba masa nya untuk mencari bahan-bahan masakan untuk dimasak oleh aku malam ini. HOH?????? Aku masak?? Aneh tapi benar.. Sejak sekian lama aku dah tak masak kerana sering inginkan royal treatment daripada kakak kembarku dan juga bonda ku tercinta. Balik-balik nak makan masakkan mak. Tapi hari ni, aku nak masak. Yeay... aku masak lodeh malam ni.. dah siap semua bahan-bahan yang aku perlukan. Ni first try aku nih... Harap-harap menjadi. hihihi...

Malam esok pulak ada special request dari kakak dan abang iparku, iaitu Spagetti. Hahaa.. yup, itulah speciality yang aku boleh masak. Dan dah dekat (? thn) aku tak masak apa-apa selain spagetti, mee, telur goreng dan sup.. Jeng jeng jeng..terbongkar rahsia ku. (Betul jugak, lama dah aku tak masak spagetti.Kesian diaorang...bahan-bahan dah sedia, aku je buat-buat tak tau). Takpe, hujung minggu ni, aku akan mengabadikan diriku di dapur. *sambil buat aksi nekad kartun anime Jepun*. (cute muka ku time ni.. sayang korang tak tengok). Hahahaha...

Dahlah, aku tak nak tulis panjang-panjang lagi sebab ada makhluk kat tepi aku nih. Dari tadi dia dok mengintai aku mem-blogkan blog aku nih..Hah, siap ada special request lagi dia.. Ok,ok.. yelah, makhluk paling seksi kat tepi aku... (Puas ati ko? eee...). Aku pun heran kenapa dia dok jadi pelarian pegi masuk bilik aku..Selalunya, aku yang jadi pelarian masuk bilik dia. Dah tu, terkejut tengok dia pindah dengan selimut, bantal dan bantal peluk dia masuk bilik aku.Siap semak ejaan aku lagi tuh.. Yelah, mentang-mentang ajar Bahasa Melayu. ish3..

Dah, aku betul-betul nak pegi dah nih. Nak masak makan malam. Tak baik chef bagi tetamu tunggu nak makan lama-lama. Daaaa.... Muahxx..

p/s: gambar diatas sekadar gambar hiasan semata-mata. Tiada kaitan dengan yang hidup ataupun yang telah mati. Masakkan aku belum dimasak lagi pon.. :P

Fridays!!! Argghhh..

2009-10-02T18:15:00.001+08:00

I always had Friday blues. My schedule really in major packed on Fridays. Eventhou the school ends early, (12:10) but my classes are killing me. We have 9 periods daily, 40 mins for each session. For Fridays, we end school on the 8th period. So, we have 7 periods of P&P. My schedule.... I only have my free time on the 1st period, which I usually go out for breakfast. I only have 40 mins of breakfast and rush back to school before 2nd period bell rings. From 2nd period (07:50) until the 7th period (12:10), only then I can rest, go home and enjoy my weekends.

On Fridays I have 4 classes. Double period for 2 classes and single period for the other two classes. And since it's Friday, I prefer to teach English Liteature. You can guess what happens... More talking and standing than any other days. And normally I will have sore throat at the end of the day. If only my students know how much I sacrified.. huhuu..

Therefore, to motivate myself, I normally set in mind that I will have two days of break after all my hard work. It does motivate me. Beside, choosing Literature for my lesson plan on Fridays enjoys me a lot. I won't even realise time flies by then.

Anyway, tonight is a Friday night, have fun and enjoy yourselves out there. And if you have any plans for Saturday and Sunday, hope you will have a blast day.. As for me, me and my familia won't be going anywhere this weekends. So, I plan to make some 'lodeh' for our dinner tomorrow. And here's a video for today.. Daaaa.. Muahxxx...

From Me for You

2009-10-01T16:31:00.004+08:00

It's been few days since my last entry. Gosh, the streamyx is not a good friend of mine today. The net is SOOO slow. It feels like crawling on its way to load pages. Frustrating!!!

Anyway, its lucky for me that I can post another entry today. I've been busy with my works, students, my 'babyfruit' @ nephew suddenly becomes so nosy and my unstable mood.. Ah, you know... ~~women's stuff~~. Today, I would like to share one of my interest, again. YouTubing is one of my activities during my free time but its getting serious lately since I'm digging, searching for apps for my baby. One of my favourite video site is Metacafe. I enjoy it since there are lots of info(s) that wow me.

The best thing about metacafe, you can download metacafe pro a search engine without connecting to any browser. You can search for any vids that you wish to view. And my favourite vids which of course, I'll share it with all at the end of this entry. Thanks for drop by. Daaa...

My 5800 XPM

2009-09-27T21:10:00.017+08:00

Note: This will be my entry for a week.

Its been two weeks now I'm using my Nokia 5800 Express Music. To be honest,I'm still browsing and digging for any apps. And with the help of Andy, I've got quite a numbered of info(s) that I need to know.

My baby is blue. I'm not into blue, but I guess I have no choice. The pix snap satisfying, video... hm, haven't got time to explore that yet.

For Nokia 5800 user, here's some link that you might need for your baby.

1. For Gmail user,
2. For Kapersky antivirus which comprises Anti-Virus,Anti-Spam,Anti-Theft,Firewall, Encryption and Parental control,
3. Photo browser App

(you might want to visit this blog: Click here for more)

- For opera mini 5beta download, visit here
- For Youtube, tube here
- For Twitter, Tweet here
- For more apps, Click here

And if you have problem with your IM setting, here's something might help you as it helped me a lot.

Go to application and click IM. You will be asked to add define server and here's what you should do.
1. Server name: insert 'Imps.msg.yahoo.com'
2. Access point in use: Celcom Internet Prepaid (for Celcom user)
3. Web address: imps.msg.yahoo.com
4. Id: -your id-
5. Passwors: -your password-
* I prefer to use Nimbuzz for instant messaging.

P/s: You also might consider to download OVI Store to download any apps that you liketo install via mobile. Some apps are free and some you have to buy them. I personally recommended you to download NIMBUZZ app (for yahoo IM- very satisfying.The best app ever.)

Kickin It Old Skool

2009-09-27T10:40:00.003+08:00

Few days back, I was clicking and searching for a good movie to watch, but then I end up watching this movie. It is fun to watch. Its about a young boy who falls into coma for 20 years. Its all started when he wanted to impress a girl name Jen in the annual talent show.Justin, the young boy uses a dangerous and untested headspin maneuver, flips off stage and falls and awake from his coma 20 years later. Its where every fun started.Justin, in a big boy's body but his heart remained 12 years old.

One of Japanese Anime that I followed. Hope you like it.

Sweet Saturday

2009-09-26T06:10:00.004+08:00

Good morning folks. It's Saturday,whih means school opens soon. Oh my, my. My reality check: there will be less time spend youtubing, twitting, blog commenting, blog jogging, photo editing, yeah, you can get the situation. Hopefully, it won't stop me from posting my entries.. yikes!

Since I finished my studies, I had only few months break before I jump from being a student into working profession. Huhuhu....Tiring but its life.

Prevoiusly, I volunteered myself to Yayasan Sarawak or Sarawak Foundation for the post-graduate program. It has been a wonderful experiences. So valuable. I've been asigned under Hi-ED Department. "Sarawak Higher Education Loan for Charitable Trust" - to provide assistance to eligible students to pursue their studies at Institutions of Higher Learning in Sarawak in the field of Engineering and Quantity Surveying. And, I've been involved with the process of providing education loan to the private tertiary students namely Swinburne University, Curtin University and government tertiary students namely UNIMAS, UiTM, ICATS, PTPTL, and Politeknik.

There I met my Senior Officer, En.Azmi Bin Bujang, his secretary, Pn. Safiah or I called her with the name of Kak Safiah, and the most hardworking staff that should be given a credit for all her works, Mdm. Mary Nona, or I called her May. We share the same office with Audit Deparment, their Senior Officer, Pn. Nuradlyn Mary Binti Abdullah, with her two staffs, Mohd. Termizi and Pn. Siti Asjafarina. Great people... I missed them.

Besides me, there are 4 other volunteers but all of them been asigned under Community Department. William Ngilo, Hayati, Suziana, Samsiah and one practical student from UNIMAS.

I missed you guys.... xoxo

Do you believe in magic?

2009-09-24T09:35:00.003+08:00

I love magic shows. They might just tricks but every tricks wow me. I grew up watching David Copperfield and he's tricks took my breathe away. But then, his simply puff, silent... Nothing about him on television or papers anymore.

Then, comes David Blaine. He wows me with his street magic. The one that like the most was, he turned a cup full of coins out of hot cocoa for homeless.. I'm touched by that trick.

But now, my eyes land on Chris Angel, Mindfreak. Gosh, love his tricks or magic or whatever it is. The best show ever. At first, I don't like his tricks because its too dark, black. But, I have to admit it. I enjoy his tricks and I'm loving it.

Here's one of his tricks. But, it wasn't wow enough. Enjoy!

My lips taste like sugar

2009-09-23T10:27:00.006+08:00

Morning. Today, let me share one of my favourite movie for all time. Since I'm a horror movies lover, Dracula is on top of my list but then going down replaced by Ju-On. Hahah...

It's about Dracula. Let me give you a brief summary about Dracula.

After a harrowing ride through the Carpathian mountains in eastern Europe, Renfield enters castle Dracula to finalize the transferral of Carfax Abbey in London to Count Dracula, who is in actuality a vampire. Renfield is drugged by the eerily hypnotic count, and turned into one of his thralls, protecting him during his sea voyage to London. After sucking the blood and turning the young Lucy Weston into a vampire, Dracula turns his attention to her friend Mina Seward, daughter of Dr. Seward who then calls in a specialist, Dr. Van Helsing, to diagnose the sudden deterioration of Mina's health. Van Helsing, realizing that Dracula is indeed a vampire, tries to prepare Mina's fiance, John Harker, and Dr. Seward for what is to come and the measures that will have to be taken to prevent Mina from becoming one of the undead.

There... can you see it? Hahaha. That's the reason why I LOVE this movie. Pathetic?? Its you to decide. Ever since, I constantly admire vampires, draculas, ghouls, but easily get goosebump by them.

p/s:Whatever it is, Lucy is the Dracula's Bride.

Thanks to MybreakfastClub and year 2012?

2009-09-22T13:27:00.006+08:00

Before I move on to what did I think about 2012 prediction, I would like to give a zillions of thanks to Mybreakfastclub host for a wonderful experience. Friends, sisters, familia, and viewers its not what crazy thought of yours think okay. Mybreakfastclub invited me to blogtv.com and watched one of top rated Asian video blogger. And it was the best ever, because I can see Michelle Phan, the makeup Guru live with her tips on skincare products, skin health, make-up tips and anything that related. The most memorable experienced is... me and 1455 other viewers can see her sings. Not just one song, but two songs... I'm satisfied enough even tho I can't get into the main room and chat with her. And once again, thanks Andy, I had a great time.

Okay, now lets moved on to what Mayan predicted to happen in the year of 2012. According to the Mayan Calender, 2012 is a doom. I'm sure you have heard this everywhere.

But, what do you think? If it is true, then we have 2 years and few months left before doomsday. What would you do to make the best 2 years ever in your lives? And if you think that this only a hoax, then would you make the best day of your lives or because it's still a long way for doomsday, you would simply get easy and relax?

And it doesn't matter if the doomsday would be 2 years left, or zillions of years, or if tomorrow never comes, or will come everyday. I'm trying my best to become a better person. It is rough, tough journey but I'll trying my best to treasure every moment of my life.

p/s: lets go sky diving and bunjee jumping!

Love like this

2009-09-21T16:01:00.007+08:00

It is not about Colbie's song. But this entry more personal based on my experience, feelings that involved and share my personal thought. The song If Tomorrow Never Comes by Ronan Keating gives a big impact to me emotionally. As any living things in this planet, I want to be loved and to love someone.

Flashing back my memories related to this song, I once hold a huge great deal of feeling for someone back in high school. (I'm never gonna mention his name). And yeah, I'm a bit old fashioned, -girls never tell boys how they feel till they do so. And I continued secretly in love with him till I heard this song. I cried several nights thinking of what should I do. Finally, I'm taking my chance to tell how I feel, just in case 'If' tomorrow never comes and I wanted him to know how I felt for him. There goes all or nothing.

The results was really frustrating. It feels like I've been slap in my face. Sob Sob. A huge rejection for my first love. The wounds that still bleeding till today. Not because of the rejection but because my dreams scattered infront of me. At that point, I thought if ONLY I didn't tell him, I won't be so hurt. So, I'm blaming myself since. Blaming myself that I get hurt because how I can easily influenced by that song.

Now, I more matured in the way I'm thinking, and I'm glad I did that. I'm glad I told him how I felt for him. The least that I knew that my feeling for him won't be getting anywhere. I'm glad I knew he doesn't feel the same the way I do. I'm glad I don't have to wait for any sign from him. I'm glad I knew he's not the one for me. Thanks a zillion to that song.

And lastly, my advice is take your chance. Tell her/him the way you feel. The result won't be the way you expected so, don't expect anything. For sure, you will know how that person feels for you and you can tell her/him how you feel.

p/s: And as for me, I'm still waiting for my Romeo to save me. And yeah, I think it is better for me to stick to the old-fashioned way. Although want to be Iban Baru, and tell him how I feel to see what might happen this time. But, I'm too coward to do so.. Huhuhu.

Ronan Keating-If Tomorrow Never Comes
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and
lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance
to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last

If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

There is something in the water

2009-09-20T23:38:00.005+08:00

Maybe this is the same way how our creator sees us in His point of view. He is pampering us all the way. If you think that had a bad day, He is always there to ease you. Its just too many of us, and asking for His attention. No worries, He'll get to you if only you pray and He'll listen to you.

Anyway, happy watching and enjoy!!!

Kemenangan Umat Islam

2009-09-20T01:27:00.002+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua Umat Islam yang berada di mana jua berada. Semoga anda menyambut hari yang mulia ini disamping keluarga yang tersayang.. Maaf zahir dan batin sekiranya saya telah secara langsung atau tak langsung sudah melukai mana-mana pihak.

Into the Jungle

2009-09-19T09:08:00.007+08:00

Batu Nabau?? Batu=Rock, Nabau=big snake or anaconda. Me, my twin sister and a friend went there to see these stones ourselves. These stones located in a small town, own few rows of shoplots and still surrounded by jungle. To get to that sanctuary, it won't take you that long, but you have to walk into the jungle.

Oh what kills me the most is to get a closer look on that rock, one's should walk down a steep hill. Me and my twin sister happened crawled down the steep hill. The steep was very slippery but we managed to get down after almost 10 minutes.

The folks said that the anaconda and its baby used to linger around the jungle but in 1960s and killed most of their farm animals or wild animals, which by the time, they rely much on hunting animals as well as farm animals. So, someone cursed them both and turned them into stones. And since then, people come fom all over place to look at the stones and make their wishes. They said, if you have good intentions and sincere with your wishes, it will come true.

And along the trip of hiking some steep hills, I managed capture some pictures as above and a worst clip ever below. :(

life's destroyer

2009-09-17T23:58:00.004+08:00

Aids isn't an extraordinary matter to discuss nowadays. But, it is an extraordinary disease without any cure of medicines, vaccines, or any thing related with Aids. After I watched the confession of a husband how he infected his wife with Aids and how much she suffered the disease, its really such a pain in the a** because this man cheated on his wife and infected her with the monsterous virus. Even more painful to my eyes were the patient who left alone without anyone care about them, nor their family neither their friends.

And as far as we know, children who infected transferred from the mother is even worst. Their lives, hopes, and future o be someone in this world destroyed because their lives much much shorter than any normal children. But whose to blame?

Malaysia Day is everyday

2009-09-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

Lagu tu semampai berperindang ba radio ke lebih agi maia segmen Iban ba radia Wai.fm. Lagu tu mega semampai di pelagu ulih bala kerja perintah lebuh maia bisi pengerami perintah.

Timang Pemansang - Iban Patriotic Song
Gerempung kitai mansang sereta
indu lelaki mayuh bebala
rajin gawa pandai sekula
sama begempung ngemansangke bansa

Iring nembiak ransing mereti
belajar bebendar di university
ngaga penemu reti teknologi
gaga bulih diploma tinggi degree

c/0
Untung benasib rakyat Malaysia
Lantang senang udah merdeka
Untung benasib rakyat Malaysia
Menua likun perintah nyaga

Selalu bejaga semua kitai
ari penusah dadah ti ngasuh parai
Adat basa selalu dipegai
anang nempina ke urang ti tuai

Menua pesisir berasai nyamai
ari diatu udah datai jalai
Sama rajin ekonomi ngerembai
wawasan 2020 pedoman kitai

ulang c/0
Berkat nasib Malaysia merdeka
anak Sarawak untung semua
Berkat nasib Malaysia merdeka
selamat Sarawak mansang belama..(3x)

Lyrics by:YB. DATUK PATINGGI TAN SRI (Dr) ALFRED JABU AK. NUMPANG

Cuti Sekolah Khas Jumaat Ini

2009-09-17T02:49:00.001+08:00

PUTRAJAYA: Kerajaan memberikan cuti khas Jumaat ini kepada semua sekolah sempena Aidilfitri, kata Timbalan Perdana Menteri yang juga Menteri Pelajaran, Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin hari ini. Beliau berkata pemberian cuti khas itu melibatkan semua sekolah dan institusi pendidikan di bawah Kementerian Pelajaran. "Kabinet membuat keputusan tersebut dalam mesyuaratnya hari ini bagi membolehkan ibu bapa membuat perancangan awal perjalanan keluarga bercuti di kampung halaman masing-masing dan mengelakkan kesesakan jalan raya," katanya dalam kenyataan media.

Berikutan keputusan Kabinet itu, surat kementerian berkaitan cuti tambahan sempena hari raya sebelum ini adalah terbatal. - Bernama